6 months

6 “astonishing-thrilling-exhilarating-confusing-happening-weird-happy-sad-miserable-fun-fulfilling-zen-exciting-everything is so new-everything is so boring-so much more to learn-entertaining-blissful” months had GONE
Another 6 more months to go
May the craziness goes on!!!


 

实习 1/3

不知不觉，实习了4个月，过了1/3。

曙光实习记 1

在这个“男士止步”的部门呆了三个星期，老实说还是不错的。
一开始也没报多大的期待，毕竟在民风保守的这里，一个男生应该也做不了太多的事情，甚至已经抱着发一个月呆的打算了。
但情况也没想象中不好啦!至少我能进入手术室看人流，进检查室看老师操作阴道镜，虽然妇检是没机会做…
自己是比较喜欢实做的人，在课堂上学理论是必要的，但总觉得只有临床做了，才算真正学到了。跟在老师旁边看老师如何问诊，开方，看报告，其实也学到很多的。
可是也无法否认，这里是整间医院遇到最多生死的一科了。很多时候真的很无奈，很伤感，但真的又做不了什么。很多时候都在说服自己不要judge,但我想我还是常常会不由自主地批判…
Anyway,这三个星期也遇到了各种奇葩的，有趣的，糊涂的，计较的，友善的，有爱的，无奈的，伤心的，晴天霹雳的各种女性吧…
还有1个多星期，还是要多用心啊 

实习咯！

今天是实习第二天
还蛮累的，尤其要在这种天气那么早爬起床…

Mumbling...

Get my ENT result today...As expected,I did not did too well for my final but surprisingly I did not get full marks for my class performance...Which is weird since I attended all the classes and pass up all my homework (where the answers are all the same).
Anyway still managed to score 80% overall so whatever...It is not like I am going to focus on ENT in the future...

I NEED TO F.O.C.U.S

Found it hard to focus lately
It's not like I had a lot of distraction or anything
Maybe is the weather or maybe I just don't really give a damn on this subject
I mean it's not that I will had too many chances to use them in the future

But there is another subject 2 days after this
So I really need to stop procrastinating and focus
No matter how much I don't give a damn

Argh...

Exam exam exam

So exam is all lining up around the corner
2 paper for end of this month
2 more on early December and another one end of December

I think I will be spending a little more time revising and a little less time procrastinating (Yeah,like that's gonna happen)
Anyway hoping to score almost as good as last semester
Wish me luck :)

专科

虽然现在想好像有点早（毕竟本科还没毕业）
该选择专研哪一个呢？
外科？消化科？老年科？
三个都蛮有兴趣的，而且各有特色
最重要的还是要想有没有好的老师可以跟着吧。。。
Hmm...

敏感的问题

到了我这个岁数，总会有几个问题是痛处，是你不愿别人提起的
对我而言，问我为什么今年XX岁了，还没毕业就是痛处。问我以后有没有想要继续读硕士、博士，也是很敏感的。
屈指一算，大学读了8年！8年是一个什么概念啊！小学也不过念了5年，中学也一样，但大学念了8年，就等于还要多花父母的钱8年！尴尬的8年啊！朋友们都毕业了，工作了，结婚了，当爸妈了，买房了，买车了，自己还在悻悻然地躲在象牙塔里继续念书。而且念完了还只是本科毕业而已，虽然是有两个本科，但毕竟也只是本科啊，还是不如那些硕士博士啊。虽然选择再念中医我并没有后悔，但有时候被提起为何还没毕业时总会有愧疚，虽然不至于到无地自容，但也怪不好受的。
期望能顺利毕业吧，是时候报答父母了，毕竟年纪也真的不小了。
还和我一样出境的朋友，你也要加油啊！！！

安逸的...

忙完营队后，生活恢复平静
纵然明天有中内（二）的期中考，也好像没有很紧张
这样似乎有点不好吧
总觉得来这里上课有点太轻松了
一个星期上课4天，外加1天的见习
没有assignments，没有lab report，没有见习报告要赶
期中考也只有一科
安逸的日子
是过得很舒服，但也有点愧疚
平时虽然也有做温习，但感觉温习的力度不如之前在马来西亚大
总觉得空空洞洞的，有点不太踏实
也许已经习惯在马来西亚的大学生活吧
仅仅1个多月空闲的日子，接下来就是不间断的期中考,assignments，报告...
比较踏实吧

Hmmm...
忙惯了吧...

Hulala

Another week passed by. A nice one I guess.

Heard a inspirational talk from the TCM doctor from Malaysia. Life seems good for him and it does offer me a glimpse of hope on how I want to live my life in the future. He blend TCM and western medicine nicely and had done a lot of charity work as well. A role model for me but I wonder can I be as successful as he is. The time and many other things that had to be sacrificed to achieve that level,am I willing to do the same. Sometimes I think I lack determination. I mean I am quite smart and resourceful and frankly quite lucky. But I am not very hardworking. I need to be force to the edge to squeeze some potential out of me. I can finish a task efficiently but I tend to drag it the the LAST minute... And I get bored easily...It is a miracle that I am where I am.

DETERMINATION,need more of it.

Anyhow,when to Jinjiang again for the second time to attend my mum's cousin's son wedding!!! Jinjiang is a nice place and if I ever force to spend more years in China, there will be an ideal place to be. At least the weather there is quite similar to Malaysia (except the quite often typhoon),the place does resemble my hometown and the people there is friendlier compared to other places here. Speaking about wedding, I think I am more certain now that I DO NOT want a wedding in the future. It is so troublesome and I don't think I am willing to spend money on something so extravaganza... I think I will just elope with my future wife(whoever she is) to a beautiful place where no one know us and get our marriage certificate...

Uni is well as usual. Last studying semester with 5 subjects is not really a heavy load but well still have classes and practicals for 5 days a week. Looking forward to the winter though.... 

能学以致用真好

在学校学的
可以在家里运用
真好

不论是针灸，拔罐，开方
感觉都不错
而且最重要的是效果还可以
增加了自己的信心
 真好 :)

往诊

最近晚上都比较忙
往诊
到姑姑家帮她针灸
她说效果还不错
蛮开心的

1st Semester in China...Done!!!

Officially finished my 1st semester in China,1st semester studying abroad!!!
In just 3 months
Pretty fast if you compared it with a semester in IMU

So I had one more full month before going back to Malaysia.
What should I do???

小小幸福

今早考的试卷不算太难，自己表现也不太差
今天的第一堂CSU有就会温习测量血压
今天收到一个久违了的朋友的一封简讯，她要结婚了
今天中午和同学们一起准备下个月义卖的食物，大家一起切切煮煮，感觉还不赖，而且也吃到了好吃的意大利面和potato salad
今天的第二堂CSU只有我们8个人一起上，所以每样procedure都可以试试看
今天是星期五，好好哦，明天就是周末了
今天虽然考完试后还不能休息，但终于把暂时搁在一旁的一日营事项一一解决，真好啊

小小幸福
虽然小小的，
但还好我还慢容易满足的 :)

责任重大

下个学期
应该会是这么多学期以来最艰难的一个吧
科目多、复杂、乱、不简单
总之应该不易搞定

下个学期
还是Course Rep
而且那天开会还...多嘴
建议我们应该进入独中多多宣传我们的中医course...
结果
就这样被逼参与了

最重要的
正式当IMU的慈青联络人^^
hmm...
一定要做的比上一次更好
千万不能辜负大家的期望啊！！！

加油吧！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Just gonna try my best

The paper later will be my personal killer paper...
Many things to memorize...
Under par notes by...
Not so efficient...
And of course my reluctant-less effort...
It will be very very important in our future,I know that
As many of the herbal formulae used will be very common...
 So I am gonna try my very best
To at least squeeze an A- for this paper...
I will try to overcome it...
So wish me luck ^^

Don't be overconfident

Today paper was OKish...
Actually I did better than I would had expected...
But this is not the excuse to be overconfident...
Especially for the Acupuncture paper tomorrow and the day after tomorrow...
Although I did pretty well in both my Acupuncture paper last semester...
Must not be overconfident...
Because this two papers I need to score to get a better CGPA...
Please...
Focus...

临时抱佛脚

又开始找佛脚抱...
又在最后一分钟拼命啃书...
又在临考前一天死命背穴位...

也许是之前有10天假期的关系...
也许是只需要背51个穴位的关系...
也许是针灸学比较好考的关系...

但最主要的原因...
其实是自己太懒了...

希望...
明天考题不要太难...
让我能顺顺利利通过...


下个星期二
方剂学
还没开始读...

真的要祝福自己了...

Herbal Formulae Test

125 formulae!!!
40 questions CAL quiz!!!
Impossible to predict what will appear in the quiz!!!

It will be a long long night!!!
>.

Although cramping everything in table form made it easier to revise...
But still...
Too many things to memorize...
The action,application,components and features of combination...
Really hope I won't confused everything tomorrow...

Wish me luck ^^