Thursday, February 17, 2011

Finally…

 

I got the offer    finally   at last    luckily (relief)

Now I just need to wait for the form,fill in,send it and by next week I will be back in KL.

Am I excited? Sure.

But not as happy as I imagine.

Maybe I had been enjoying my stay in TM too long.How long had it been since I last read something for the sack of exam…Erm,it had been a long long time ago.

I can adapt into the busy schedule again,but my life now is just too good to let go.For the past 6 months,the only thing I had to worry is what to cook everyday and which Uni will accept me.When I start to study again,there will be so many things that I had to reworry again.Exams,reports,assignments……………………………

It had been 9 months living in the paradise and yes,I think I must brace myself to be back into Uni life again.

Wish me luck!!!

Monday, February 14, 2011

今年新年有点闷

又到了一年一度的新年感受分享。一句话,今年新年有点闷,也没什么期待啦。

老妹:“十二点了。”

我:“初一咯。”

老妹:“哦…”

就这样…好像也没什么好期待的,就是吃吃团圆饭,见见许久没见的亲戚,拿拿红包,看看贺岁片…

年二十九:很多人(大多是三叔、二叔的朋友)来我家聚会。还挺热闹的,食物也挺丰盛的,但我只能吃肉边菜。大家的谈话声、唱卡拉OK声,干杯声,真的很大声,但还好我家隔壁是森林,要不然一定会被投诉。还有,我怎么能忘了鞭炮声呢?我讨厌鞭炮,总觉得它浪费钱有污染环境…也讨厌那些放鞭炮的人,一点公德心也没有…就这样闹到了午夜2点钟,大家走了,只留下我和老爸打扫…

年三十:正式吃团圆饭,但今年的团圆饭有点冷清,只有7个人。算,能吃就是福。

初一:新年咯,但也就这样。今年来拜年的人不多,比去年少好多。本来很期待至少在初一会有点新年气氛的,但今年家里好冷清,冷清到大家还能轮流睡午觉。唉…

初二:一大早醒来送老妈到Rantau(老妈要陪外公外婆)。Rantau就像往常一样大塞车,要绕好几圈才找到停车位。一眼望去,还想有不到10位华人,其余的都是马来同胞。奇怪了,不是华人新年吗?怎么这样啊?但想一想老爸说的对,马来同胞比较爱家啦,就算有两三天假期也会回家看父母。孝顺是好事啦,但有时候却苦了那些也想要回家的我们(火车票真的很有限,所以大家要回家要很早很早就买了哦!!!)。大概下午4点回到TM,老爸把门锁上,谢绝客人,因为我们太累了,原本已是45分钟的路程,如今要花上2个多小时才能从Rantau回到TM。

初三:正式向外公外婆拜年。以往都会有很多亲戚过来拜年的,但今年…好闷哦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!结果,大家又开始轮流睡午觉。红包少了没关系,但准备的nasi dagang还有留下太多太多了,为了避免浪费,我们只好打包回家,接下来的几餐就吃饱足感十足的糯米饭咯…

初四:老妈的学校开学了,所以那里也没得去了。在家等老爸的学生来拜年,结果一个也没来。说真的,与其说是大年初四,不如说是一个普通的星期日吧!闷!!!

 

总结:真的觉得新年最适合小孩子了。小时候超级期待新年的,但现在嘛,新年好像跟平常日子没什么两样了。

Thursday, February 10, 2011

My daily routine

Wake up

Bath

Pray

Breakfast (Milo+Biscuits)

Cut and wash vege

Wash clothes

Watch TV

Dry clothes

Cook (Vege,vege,vege…I’m loving it!!!)

Check clothes

Feed the dogs

Fetch mum

Lunch

Online/Nap/Light reading

Play with dogs+Wash their urine and shit

Bath

Pray

Dinner (Vege again…)

Watch TV(If my sis allow me to…)

Sleep

 

So if you ask me whether I am looking forward to study again,well…erm…Maybe but this life is good too…At least it is stress free most of the time (Except the time when I have to do all the works b’cos my bro and sis wont help…)

I will share…

I gave up!!!I had tried to write my whole Taiwan trip for months…But there are just too many things to share and ….Haiz…

I will share with you but not through writing.I remember the details,but writing down 20 days trip is just too overwhelming for me.Too many things to tell…I still remember all the major events and I still had the feeling,but I will share with anyone who want to hear.

It is a very very nice trip…There are so many things I learnt there and so many nice people I get to know.The trip makes me a better person and I think I finally found my true-calling…

A piece of advice for those who are going this year,you may want to bring an I pad or Netbook so that you can straight away write down your feeling.Otherwise,you will end up like me…

So I will still share,face to face about the enlighten journey when we meet…I promise…

Sunday, December 19, 2010

It’s not that easy

Went to Education Fair in Mid Valley and PWTC.

Pursing a second degree or master?Honestly after seeing so many choices,it had been even more difficult to make a choice.I know I should have more experience since I already had a degree.And yes,I ask the correct questions and get all the answers I want.But it is not that easy.

Problems?Yes,a lot of things to clear up.Should I study in local Uni or oversea?A degree or Master?The fees are not cheap and where should I dig up money.I don’t want to make my parents to pay everything for me?

Or should I just work and be an ordinary person.I really want to go to oversea.I like the warm sun and moist monsoon here.But I also want to touch the snow and feel the other seasons.Studying aboard is really not cheap,why can I find the money for that?Studying in local in not bad but if the Uni is still using the old system like my previous Uni,I don’t think I can stand it any more.

It is not that easy.Big decisions like this is never easy.I had made a mistake in the past and fell hard.I wonder how many more mistake I can afford to make?I am 21 this year and I really can’t afford to fall again.I must make a decision and I may regret it for the rest of my life or glad for making it for the rest of my life?

It is not that easy…

Thursday, December 16, 2010

The Summer of ‘99

It was the summer of '99
Under a red maple tree
I was 17
And you were 15
So young,so pure

We have love
And we thought it was all
We have each other
And we thought it was enough

Under the blue sky
We kiss
Under the warm sun
we cuddle
Under the blue sky
We laugh
Under the warm sun
We giggle

Then came the autumn
We saw red leaves falling down
We held each other tight
We saw the blue sky gone
And the warm sun turned cold
We swear we never say goodbye

And then it was the winter
The red maple tree covered by snow
Snowflakes in your hand
Melts and form a lake of icy water in your palm
You touched my face with your palm
And all I feel is the warmness between your fingers
All I feel is your warm touches on my face

Then the cold breeze gone
The last snowman in the backyard melts
And it was the first spring of the millennium
Flowers bloom in the field
And the red maple tree is alive again
But nothing is more beautiful than your eyes
Nothing cheer me more than your smile
Even the sun loses its charm
Because we have each other

Season come and season go
The red maple tree shade and regrow
It was the summer of '05
I was 23
You were 21
We have grown
And we start to forget
Forget how we love each other
Forget how we need each other
Forget we had each other

So we part away
We know it was a mistake
But we were just too proud to say sorry
We know we still love each other
But we were too proud to say sorry

Now
It is the winter of '10
The red maple tree covered by snow
Snowflakes in your hand
Melts and form a lake of icy water in your palm
You touched his face with your palm
And I bet all he feel is the warmness between your fingers
All he feel is your warm touches on my face He smiles to me
He is such as cute little boy
Who share the same name with me
He is your son
And I am your best friend
We may not be together
But we know we are not far apart

It was the summer of '99
Under a red maple tree
I was 17
And you were 15
So young,so pure.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Hot and Dry December…

Love the weather in Tanah Merah at this time of year. It can be sunny the whole day and suddenly starts to rain heavily during dusk.Sometimes the sun was so strong that you won’t realize that it is already monsoon season.

It usual rain non-stop during December.Then we will have big flood and everyone will be trapped at home.But this year,the raining season started early and all of a sudden stopped.Even Rantau Panjang is safe from flood till now.

I wonder why???

I won’t say that it is a must to flood every year,but it is still weird to have a hot and dry December here.But who knows maybe the raining season will be postponed to early next year.It will be very inconvenience,especially when the school reopen.Maybe this is why I rather had lots of rain NOW!!!

Although hot weather is NOT BAD because I can be outside more often,but it is just abnormal to have a December without heavy rain and flood.

So rain rain,please come!!!and STOP before early January …