I need to care less about things not really related to me

Like seriously
I need to stop listening to some rumor about the people I know and care.
It had nothing to do with me and any consequences is not my problem

I need to stop worrying about how others live their life and stop get drag into the eye of the hurricane...

Me efficient

I can be efficient
Very efficient

The only problem is
My cooling off period is way too long

I need to slack off for a long time before becoming efficient again...

有自信是好事，对吧？

星期日的运动会
规划3个游戏
其中两个自己没看过，没玩过
一个是从学妹那里听来的，游戏规则是她通过微信教会我的
另外一个是从wikipedia学来的

然后就打算这样上场了

有自信是好事，对吧？

Praying hard that it will not explode in front of my face...

Hmmm...

I had never been particularly close to anyone. I like to keep some distance I don't know why.
It is a blessing sometimes because I won't get hurt easily
But sometimes it sucks because sometimes you just need the closeness 

I hope

I hope one day I can proudly tell my friends from all over the world how beautiful Malaysia is.
With the diverse culture,race,religion,food and all the beautiful people living there.
I hope the day will come soon...Not far in the future...

6 months

6 “astonishing-thrilling-exhilarating-confusing-happening-weird-happy-sad-miserable-fun-fulfilling-zen-exciting-everything is so new-everything is so boring-so much more to learn-entertaining-blissful” months had GONE
Another 6 more months to go
May the craziness goes on!!!


 

初发心

初
发
心

以前做慈青真的很快乐
虽然很克难，很多障碍
但总是法喜满满

来到这里
很克难，很多障碍
却烦恼很多
民情的关系吧
总觉得无法发挥
每件事情都太多束缚了

以前会觉得别人不精进
现在倒回来看
我觉得现在的自己更加不精进
总是想一大堆理由
过去了也有点心不甘，情不愿的
回到家，人累，心也累
虽然说付出不一定要有所得，但唉...

好怀念在马来西亚当慈青的感觉
好怀念当初的初发心
好怀念大家虽然很克难但一起拼的感觉
好怀念每一次活动后的法喜满满
好怀念...