哇！！！还有1个礼拜啊！！！

营队还有1个礼拜就要开始了，还有很多事情没定下来啊！！！其中包括了流程呢啊！！！
接下来的日子有的忙了...
但还好营队过后有假期 :)

Hulala

Another week passed by. A nice one I guess.

Heard a inspirational talk from the TCM doctor from Malaysia. Life seems good for him and it does offer me a glimpse of hope on how I want to live my life in the future. He blend TCM and western medicine nicely and had done a lot of charity work as well. A role model for me but I wonder can I be as successful as he is. The time and many other things that had to be sacrificed to achieve that level,am I willing to do the same. Sometimes I think I lack determination. I mean I am quite smart and resourceful and frankly quite lucky. But I am not very hardworking. I need to be force to the edge to squeeze some potential out of me. I can finish a task efficiently but I tend to drag it the the LAST minute... And I get bored easily...It is a miracle that I am where I am.

DETERMINATION,need more of it.

Anyhow,when to Jinjiang again for the second time to attend my mum's cousin's son wedding!!! Jinjiang is a nice place and if I ever force to spend more years in China, there will be an ideal place to be. At least the weather there is quite similar to Malaysia (except the quite often typhoon),the place does resemble my hometown and the people there is friendlier compared to other places here. Speaking about wedding, I think I am more certain now that I DO NOT want a wedding in the future. It is so troublesome and I don't think I am willing to spend money on something so extravaganza... I think I will just elope with my future wife(whoever she is) to a beautiful place where no one know us and get our marriage certificate...

Uni is well as usual. Last studying semester with 5 subjects is not really a heavy load but well still have classes and practicals for 5 days a week. Looking forward to the winter though.... 

有方向，有头绪

开了两次会后，大体的方向大概抓得住了
其实也不简单，全权由慈青做主导，感觉跟苏州很不像，跟马来西亚也很不像。也许每个地方都有自己办活动的特色吧。
大致的框架有了，现在就是要把空格填满了。
愿一切顺利，能学到更多。
第一次当课务长，很难，但我觉得也可以很好玩 :)

因缘如此还是自寻烦恼

最后我还是接了
好啦，真的有时候自己很心软啦
但是这一次担子好像很重哦
在马来西亚已经慢慢退居幕后了
承担的都是生活长、总务长，纠察长之类的角色

来到上海
怎么都是接一些幕前的啊
上一次学员长，这一次课务长...
已经很久没有在课务了...

就好好学习吧...

伤身伤神

拿别人的过错来惩罚自己
拿别人的烦恼来烦恼自己

我这是在干什么？？？
可不可以不要管那么多
可不可以不要自寻烦恼
伤身伤神啊...