Monday, December 31, 2012

送给2012的我

2012年
感恩上半年的精进
忏悔下半年的懈怠

2013年
不奢望什么
只希望自己福慧安康
福田继续用心耕
智慧继续用心修
平平安安
健健康康

感恩
每一个人
不管你是谁
感恩你们
让我学习、让我成长、让我领悟

感恩
2012


梦想

曾经的梦想
也许早已经被一层又一层叫做“现实”的尘土掩盖了
太多太多的束缚
太多太多抛不开的责任
太多太多的放不下

可能吗?
10年后
20年后
30年后
40年后
50年后
60年后

让梦想再实现



Wednesday, December 26, 2012

林秋燕-逃伤

今天
再一次印证到网络还不够万能...
尤其是在寻找马来西亚比较早期的本地创作歌曲方面...

今天
在电台又听见了一首很久很久没听到的好歌了
这首歌从小就听了好多遍
但最近这几年真的很少在听到了
印象最深刻的就是那一句
“有人说你最爱的人,往往不是你真的情人”
也是长大后才知道其实这首歌是本地创作
林秋燕的《逃伤》...

只可惜
翻遍了整个网络
只找到歌词


爱又怎么样
也逃避不了离别的伤
心 若是变了样
再怎么样
也不能补偿

只觉得生命没有曙光
只知道只有泪水陪我到天亮
爱 可以多久多长
我想了再想 还是选择了逃伤

有人说你最爱的人
往往不是你真的情人
如果说认识你是个缘份
那么离开你是解脱一生
失去你我不会再浮浮沉沉
从此不再悔恨
放弃你让一切都成为过去
就算生活会平平静静
我愿意

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

圣诞节

这里没有下雪,但窗外的雨滴也是浪漫的
这里没有冬天,但雨季的天气也是冷冷的
这里没有华丽的装饰,但至少有个遮风挡雨的屋檐
这里没有圣诞大餐,但有家人准备暖暖的三餐
这里没有圣诞树,但屋外的木瓜树开始结果了
这里没有圣诞老人,虽然老爸的肚腩越来越大
这里没有圣诞礼物,但能在这一天陪伴在家人的身边,
何尝不是上天赐给我们最好的礼物呢?

祝大家圣诞节快乐^^

Friday, December 21, 2012

世界不会末日

At least not today...


就算今天是世界末日
把握当下,恒持刹那
就不会有遗憾了。

所以
我最好是开始拼命啃书
开始狂记方剂组成和穴位
开始狂记Micro,Genetic和Pathology
要不然
真的会出现考试末日
>.

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Slow is not good

At least it is when I am referring to my revision progress...
Slow and not steady...
Ya,I had touched on every subjects but none of them are even close to finishing...
2 more weeks left...
Really need to gear up and launch full speed...

But with the busy schedule for the next few weeks...
And the comfy comfy monsoon weather...

Wish me luck...
I really really need it...

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

我们都是被宠坏的小孩

我们都是被宠坏的小孩
永远不知足
明明手里有一个馒头
眼睛还直盯盯地望着其他人手里的那个

Monday, December 10, 2012

Finally back home

KL had been raining a lot lately
which transform my trip back home 
A BIG NIGHTMARE...

Rain was at its peak when I start my journey...
With both my hand occupied by luggage 
and an umbrella
I decided to take a taxi...

How foolish was I...

Rain+Football match at 8pm+ The usual ass holeness of Malaysia taxi driver...
I waited under the rain
with my umbrella
and my soaked luggage
FOR NOTHING!!!

Most of the taxi just ignore me
The rest said they don't want to go to KL Sentral...
=.=
Ok lol...
Next time when you see doctor...
Can the doctor say don't want to cure you because the sickness is too hard to cure (no incurable but too hard to cure)

Anyway
after 1 hour
I gave up and took the LRT...

Less annoying but still...
Well
At least better than the no show taxi...

With my whole body moist
My wet luggage
and my shitty mode
I arrived at KL Sentral...

Luckily
the latter part of my journey was better
and I reached safely at TM around 9am this morning...

Taxi...
No wonder they are voted as the worst ever
Because they really are...
Kudos...

Sunday, December 2, 2012

五色粥

又到了“阿思厨房”的时间了,嘻嘻嘻...
今天和大家分享如何烹调简单又美味的“五色粥”

材料:
白米(1.5杯)
芹菜(3根)
萝卜(1根)
豌豆
紫包菜(4片)
香菇(3-5朵)
玉米粒
素鱼(1片)

调味料:
辣豆瓣
辣椒粉(少许)

制作方法:

  1. 把米淘洗后,泡在水里15分钟
  2. 把其他材料切成丁状
  3. 把少许的油放入锅里
  4. 开火煮粥,先让米饭稍微受热
  5. 放入香菇,让米饭稍微煮熟
  6. 把切成丁的芹菜、萝卜、玉米粒和豌豆放入锅内
  7. 加入辣椒粉
  8. 加入素鱼
  9. 加入紫包菜
  10. 让米饭慢慢煮成粥,改成文火煮
  11. 如有需要,加入水
  12. 煮好后,放一汤勺辣豆瓣,增加风味

Saturday, November 24, 2012

嘘...你听见爱情回来的声音吗?

闭上你的双眼
调整你的呼吸
静下心来
仔细聆听
你会发现
爱情
从未离开过...

爱情
从未离开过
你看不见
你听不到
因为
你的眼睛把当初美好的看成理所当然
你的耳朵听见的只是争吵时说的气话


继续闭上双眼
用心摸索
静心体会
你是否听见
爱情轻盈的脚步
爱情美妙的旋律

找到了吗?



这一次
一定要好好珍惜爱情
不要把爱情握的紧紧的
要收放自如
要淡浓适宜
不要光记着爱情的不美好
而忽略了那些快乐回忆


你听见了吗?
爱情回来了
爱情在你的心里
伴着你的心跳
扑通扑通跳跃着
直到那永恒的一天




Wednesday, November 21, 2012

临时抱佛脚

又开始找佛脚抱...
又在最后一分钟拼命啃书...
又在临考前一天死命背穴位...

也许是之前有10天假期的关系...
也许是只需要背51个穴位的关系...
也许是针灸学比较好考的关系...

但最主要的原因...
其实是自己太懒了...

希望...
明天考题不要太难...
让我能顺顺利利通过...


下个星期二
方剂学
还没开始读...

真的要祝福自己了...

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

投稿

很久很久没投稿了。
今天就做个小小回归,改编了之前部落格上的作品,寄到读者文摘,参与150字极短篇征文^^
获奖机会极度渺茫,我想马来西亚赢得世界杯的几率会更高吧。
但也没关系,就当是一次学习的机会,反正邮寄又不需要花钱。哈哈
话说回来,150字的限制(包括标点符号)还真的蛮难的,改了又改,修了又修,才勉勉强强缩成150字。


Tuesday, November 13, 2012


就愛賴在家裡
一整天
無所事事
輕鬆
自在
餓了就吃
累了就睡
悶了就欺負老弟
簡單的幸福^^

Saturday, November 10, 2012

15岁的自己

15岁那年
做了人生一个重大的决定:念理科
开始进入人生一个重要阶段:青少年叛逆期
也开始觉得人生除了分数以外,还有很多乐趣


第一次考试挂了(也是唯一一次)
第一次生物、化学、物理、高级数学统统拿60分以下(还好也是唯一一次)
第一次觉得自己不是念理科的料(讽刺的是,现在还是念着理科)
第一次考那么差,但没流下任何眼泪(从此再也没有为分数留过一滴泪)

第一次和父母有严重的冲突
第一次翘课
第一次不顾一切地大干一场
第一次很不给脸地顶撞老师
第一次被叫到训导处
第一次和父母冷战
第一次狠狠伤了父母的心

第一次痛痛快快地淋了一场雨
第一次认认真真地搞社团
第一次不再为成绩而烦恼
第一次为自己的梦想而奋斗
第一次为自己实现不到的梦想而痛哭
第一次对人心动
第一次发觉乐坛不只局限在芭拉情歌
第一次发觉电视剧不只局限在一把眼泪、一把鼻涕的港剧
第一次发现暗恋那苦涩又甜蜜的感觉






转眼见8年过去了
很多事情不再是第一次
有些事
我还是没有从过去的错误吸取教训
继续犯错
但庆幸的是
有很多事
让我体悟了很多
学习了很多
少受了很多伤

感恩那15岁时候的我
成就现在23岁的我

当时的梦想
有些如愿了
有些还需要继续努力
但没关系
Keep on believing...
总一天会实现的

带着之前还未实现的梦想
融合在此刻的梦想
努力、坚定走下去
我相信有一天
总会一一如愿

也许

也许你会爱上2年前的我
那个站在生命高峰而犹豫徘徊的我
那个能不顾一切,放手一搏的我
那个充满变数的我

You should had meet me 2 years ago
You would had like me
The me
who is on the top of the world,yet so doubtful and so uncertain
The me
who can take all the risk and gamble my life without any hesitation
The ever changing me

Friday, November 9, 2012

Going back home tomorrow

Going back TM tomorrow!!!
Yeah!!!
10 days holiday!!!
Yipee!!!
Get to spend quality times with family!!!
Fantastic!!!
New car at home!!!
Wohoo!!!
New TV at home!!!
Woots!!!
Attending friend's wedding!!!
Wow!!!
Attending慈济activity in Terengganu!!!
Great!!!

But then...

2 test after the short break...
2 reports to hand in after the short break...
1 presentation after the short break...

Erm...
Need to use my time wisely...
To balance between relaxing time and studying time...
Hope I can achieve it...

Anyway...
holiday is still a holiday
and I am going to enjoy it to the max!!!

...

Feeling guilty is good...
Means you still care...
You still have the emotion...


罪恶感是好事
这代表你在乎
你还有情绪...

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

轮回飞驰的蝴蝶

一张开眼睛
他又回来了
一切重新来过
他每天拼命的逼自己长大

终于
他又化蝶了
挥动双翼
他在寻找着

发现了蜘蛛网
奋不顾身
让自己沦陷其中

他闭上眼睛
默默祈祷着
“希望这一次轮回能得人身”

蜘蛛张牙舞爪爬着过来
他闭上双眼
等待死亡的来临

突然
整个世界震动起来
有人撕烂蜘蛛网
救了他

他回头一看
是她
老了六十年的她

他不想死了
但地上的壁虎可不想错过这天掉下来的午餐

一张开眼睛
他又看见她了
一个女人抱着他
微笑着对她说
“妈,你看我的儿子可爱吗?”

Monday, October 29, 2012

The time where I get sick again

Maybe I just can't relax...
Once I am too relax...
I get sick...
Well,maybe the fact that I slept am for continuously few night,caught in rain,sleep without drying my hair,eat irregularly...

Sick...
Sucks as usual...
I felt asleep at 7 am today...
Miss my morning classes...

My nose still clogged...
Sinus still hurts...
Cough getting worse...

It will take some time...
Before I can get normal again...
Which means I need to lead a more normal life...
Sleep earlier...
Bath earlier...
Eat healthier...

Ya...
Like that's gonna happen...

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Yes it is

Originally by the Beatles...
But I had been listening to the cover by DON HENLEY!!!YEAH!!!MY FAV SINGER!!!
Anyway,his cover is so awesome and in my opinion better than the original...
Kept listening to this song for the past week,I think I actually can memorize the whole song ^^

The lyrics:


If you wear red tonight
Remember what I said tonight
For red is the color that my baby wore
And what's more, it's true
Yes it is

Scarlet were the clothes she wore
Everybody knows I'm sure
I would remember all the things we planned
Understand it's true
Yes it is, it's true
Yes it is

I could be happy with you by my side
If I could forget her, but it's my pride
Yes it is, yes it is, oh, yes it is, yea

Please don't wear red tonight
This is what I said tonight
For red is the color that will make me blue
In spite of you, it's true
Yes it is, it's true
Yes it is

I could be happy with you by my side
If I could forget her, but it's my pride
Yes it is, yes it is, oh, yes it is, yea

Please don't wear red tonight
This is what I said tonight
For red is the color that will make me blue
In spite of you, it's true
Yes it is, it's true
Yes it is, it's true



Nice nice song ^^ Hope you liked it too


Friday, October 26, 2012

我之我很怪之矛盾篇


我很怪
我很矛盾
性格很矛盾

我说话速度很快
我吃饭通常很快
我走路也可以很快
可是
我很会拖时间
所以
我做功课很慢
我进入读书mood很慢
我要认真起来很慢
最后
省下来的时间
等于没省
我是个
很急的慢郎中...


Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Presentation oh my presentation...

Acupuncture presentation this morning which contribute 40% for EOS!!!
As usual,my presentation slides are simple and simple. No too much decoration,basic template,a few animation... Not a very good ppt user although had used it for many years...
Content is also very simple and basic. The only thing that stand out is a simple case study...
As for presenting skill... Still unable to control my speed...HAHA!!! Slower than usual but still very fast...
Anyhow,still hope that I can get a good score^^

Monday, October 22, 2012

...

有时候,无奈也是成长一部分...
Sometimes, being helpless is part of growing up...

Sunday, October 21, 2012

国际难民儿童运动会

手酸,腳酸,頸酸,腰酸,背酸,但心裡甜甜的。看到小朋友們臉上興奮+好奇+期待的表情,他們在運動場上揮發汗水,盡全盡力地完成每一個項目,還有他們離開前滿足,開心的笑臉一切都是值得的。尤其贊同學姐說的那一句:我們今天花的短短幾小時,可能就是他們這一輩子就美好的回憶了。也許以後沒有機會見到每一位小朋友了,所以我們都要好好發揮自己的熱情,盡全力把歡樂帶給他們。祝福每一位小朋友都能順順利利,健健康康。也感恩每一位參與的人,成就這一次的運動會,讓小朋友和自己過了一個不一樣,很有意義的星期天^^

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Herbal Formulae Test

125 formulae!!!
40 questions CAL quiz!!!
Impossible to predict what will appear in the quiz!!!

It will be a long long night!!!
>.





Although cramping everything in table form made it easier to revise...
But still...
Too many things to memorize...
The action,application,components and features of combination...
Really hope I won't confused everything tomorrow...

Wish me luck ^^

Monday, October 15, 2012

YOU!!!



你!!!
对!!!就是你!!!
要加油!!!
要focus!!!
好好利用时间!!!
一定能挨过这两个礼拜的!!!

Sunday, October 14, 2012

天堂与地狱

何谓天堂?何谓地狱?
你可以说KKB是人间地狱。那里的病患常年被困在一张小小的床上,外面的世界就是从小小的窗户看到的景物。他们身体上有残缺、智商也有缺陷,一切都不由自主,没有自由、也没有能力诉求什么。
但KKB也是人间天堂。病患们虽然行动、思想被限制,但还是保留了现代人很少有的单纯;轻轻一声问候、一个拥抱、一抹笑容,就能让他们开心、满足很久很久。幽静的环境,有个能遮风避雨的屋檐,有专业的护理人员照顾,还有慈济人每个月的关怀和爱,他们其实比很多露宿在外的人幸福多了。

而我们呢?则更加幸福了。我们有完好的身躯、健全的智力,是不是应该知足呢?我们都是有福的人,有福的人就更应该学会知福、惜福在造福,帮助更多有需要的人,而不是把上辈子修来的福气耗费。感恩自己有机会付出,也期许自己能继续做下去^^

慈青点滴

偶尔,翻开旧照片,想起当时的点点滴滴
真的
感恩有你们
让我的生活不再平凡

















无限感恩,我最爱的慈济家人们^^

btw,browsing through all those old photos made me realize how terrible a photographer I am...All those nice picture are taken by others (Richard mostly) and all those erm... not so good quality are taken by me...hehehe

Thursday, October 11, 2012

心宽念纯

对人
对事
都要心宽念纯
不要复雜化
也不要想太多

当别人无意在说
自己却重重在听
让自己烦恼又不开心
何必呢?

Monday, October 8, 2012

First test for Semester 4

Systemic Pathology...
I think I did OKish...
I did remember most of the facts correctly...
From the short discussion with my course mate...
So far only 1 mistake...
I think there probably will be few more...
But ya...
As long as I am not last...
I am ok...
No stress...
Although the 8 am class today did made my day...
Slightly harder...
All can I say is this will be a busy busy week...
So brace myself...
To play along with my busy schedule...
Hopefully there will be another fun weekend waiting for me...
^^

Sunday, October 7, 2012

Relax and follow your own rhythm...

Revision can be both torturing and tiring...
Unless you know how to relax...
Follow your own rhythm...
Of course early preparation won't hurt...

Or...

You can find a relaxing spot...
With great coffee...
Nice background music...
Peaceful atmosphere...

在匆匆忙忙的俗世中
找一个平静的角落
点一杯咖啡
听听舒坦人心的音乐
用自己的方法温习功课
自己舒服
读的内容
也容易吸收
多好啊...


静思书轩

年轻不要留白^^


感恩今天能够过得那么充实;从中午的IMU Discovery Day 到 下午的慈青一日营,让我觉得自己的周末一点都不留白。其实很多人说青春当然要好好挥霍,不然就可惜了。很感恩自己这么有福,可以把青春的活力、朝气挥霍在有意义的活动中^^感恩你,我身边的所有人,尤其是我很爱很爱的慈济家人们,让我年轻的岁月没有留白^^

Thursday, October 4, 2012

...

What are we today...
are the accumulation of our past...
We can always...
learn from our history...
But we can't...
indulge into our past failure and success...

Monday, October 1, 2012

针 针 针

从老师那里拿到了十几支针灸针
1寸&1.5寸针
标准针
现在就等着有谁愿意让我针几下咯^^

夜阑人静

有时就是喜欢这样
静静的
只有电风扇转动的声音
和键盘的答答声

一切如此平静
如此祥和

空气凝结了
一分钟就像一小时
就这样慢慢地、慢慢地过

就像9月
就这样
在忙碌中
在无奈中
在欢喜中
在自怨自艾中
过了

10月会很忙
但不想破坏此刻的宁静
一切就等我觉得适合的时候
再慢慢地
有规律地

不疾不徐
就照着我的方式
进行

突然
很想念
小时候
屋外
中秋节
爸爸改考卷
妈妈吃月饼
我们三个小瓜
围着老爷车
提着灯笼
绕啊绕
绕啊绕
石桌上还放着
一颗
最后只有老爸老妈会吃的
柚子

回不去了
回不去了
美好的童年
那个什么也不需要烦恼太多的年代


Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Healthy living...

Had been dormant for quite some time. Yesterday was the first time I really exercised this semester...
Went for a fun badminton session yesterday. Fun game against coursemate and we played around one and an a half hour...
Had some quality time and sweat a bit...
Should do it more for the sake of my health^^

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Cutest Touch n Go cover ever

So cute^^

美好的一天

今早到义诊中心帮忙。才两、三个月沒去,义诊中心的改变还蛮大的!
五楼己经正式启用了,中医部搬上楼,还新增了物理冶疗室。
现在,中医部有独立、宽阔的针灸治疗室,方便多了。不但如此,药也改成药粉,方便饮用,效果也更好了。
今天也有因缘到中药配药房帮忙。发现到配药一点都不简单,每一个步驟都要很用心。从拿药、测量重量、把药混合均勻、用机器包成数个小包包都要细心,专心。虽然整个过程很费神,但也从中学了好多。
忙完义诊后,步行到书轩,让自己能够沉澱下来,享受片刻的宁静。


Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Shanghai Zoo



























The zoo in Shanghai...
Many animals...

But most of them looked depressed...
and lazy...
Maybe is the weather...
Or maybe they meant to be lazy...

Btw
the kangaroo hates me...
Ran away everytime I get near...