Thursday, December 18, 2014

Mumbling...

Get my ENT result today...As expected,I did not did too well for my final but surprisingly I did not get full marks for my class performance...Which is weird since I attended all the classes and pass up all my homework (where the answers are all the same).
Anyway still managed to score 80% overall so whatever...It is not like I am going to focus on ENT in the future...

Sunday, December 7, 2014

为什么总会在钱最吃紧的时候最容易觉得肚子饿呢?
明明晚餐吃了不少,而且还买了雪糕当dessert...


一定要忍住啊!!!
还有一个多月才可以回家啊!!!

Saturday, December 6, 2014

Winter for real

It is officially winter since 3 days ago and it is COLD!!!
The highest temperature is 8°C and the lowest 0°C will fortunately is during midnight when I am in my not so cold if compared to outside room
Still trying not to use the so called heater,maybe when it is constantly below 0,I will but for now trying to act tough
Well not really tough,I mean I am wearing 3 layers at the top and two layers at the bottom...
Going out for any possible reason is too consuming both physically and spiritually
Sometimes I will rather starve myself than going out to find something to eat

And the things that I mentioned above is WITHOUT the wind blowing
Which made it 100 times colder... 

Sunday, November 30, 2014

November

November had been a nice month
Winter is coming soon and I am pretty excited about that
I finished 2 papers for my final and 3 more papers to complete next month
I had quite some fun,ate some nice food,drank some good coffee,travel to a few places nearby
I satisfied quite easily which I think is also a good thing
And most importantly everyone around me seems a little happier this time of the year
which makes me happy too

Anyway looking forward to an even more exciting December and most certainly my 1st winter!!!

Sunday, November 23, 2014

I NEED TO F.O.C.U.S

Found it hard to focus lately
It's not like I had a lot of distraction or anything
Maybe is the weather or maybe I just don't really give a damn on this subject
I mean it's not that I will had too many chances to use them in the future

But there is another subject 2 days after this
So I really need to stop procrastinating and focus
No matter how much I don't give a damn

Argh...

Thursday, November 20, 2014

Exam exam exam

So exam is all lining up around the corner
2 paper for end of this month
2 more on early December and another one end of December

I think I will be spending a little more time revising and a little less time procrastinating (Yeah,like that's gonna happen)
Anyway hoping to score almost as good as last semester
Wish me luck :)


Monday, November 17, 2014

C O L D

每天无论何时何地衣服都是穿两层
裤子今天也开始穿两层了
这几个礼拜就算出去5分钟也会穿袜子
现在手也开始要穿手套了

其实冬天还没到...
但已经有一个多礼拜温度没有高过20°C了
有几天晚上还是10°C一下

如果冬天真的来了
应该蛮悲催的吧...

Thursday, November 13, 2014

I CAN COOK AGAIN

As mentioned in a previous post,I can finally cook again
And I loved cooking,although the preparation part is not so fun
Cooking relax me and I enjoy eating my own food
It is actually not easy to cook in the place I am living now plus I don't have a fridge so I can't really keep anything too long
But at the end of the day
the end product make it all worthwhile

Cooking is fun...




Sunday, November 9, 2014

幸不幸福,自己做主

当你一天到晚不停地埋怨,抱怨别人如何对你不好,如何欺负你
当你一天到晚自怨自艾,说自己没人了解,没有朋友,大家都不爱你
当你一天到晚把自己框住,一直在想自己又都么不幸,有多么缺爱

其实你在扣除你自己的福气
你要别人对你好,你就要先主动对别人好
你说别人总是埋怨你,骂你,那你自己有没有想要改过呢
你总是说自己没人疼、没人爱,其实大家都很疼你、爱你,只是你看不见而已
你其实很幸福
只是你要的很多很多而不愿去付出而已
不爱你,不疼你的话,会为你做那么多吗
也许这些在你眼里微不足道,都是天经地义的
但真的是吗?
你不知足
怎能埋怨呢?
幸不幸福自己做主

很想让你看到
但知道你看了肯定会不开心,以为全世界都不爱你了

Saturday, November 8, 2014

MY FIRST HOME COOKED FOOD IN SHANGHAI

First time using my new toy a.k.a steam cooker+rice cooker combo...
Not good at using it yet,maybe because I am the old school cook who want to have more contact with my preparation...Plus no fire kinda blow of the steam (No pun intended)
Anyway I am just glad I didn't mess up an easy recipe...
More to come...


Thursday, November 6, 2014

专科

虽然现在想好像有点早(毕竟本科还没毕业)
该选择专研哪一个呢?
外科?消化科?老年科?
三个都蛮有兴趣的,而且各有特色
最重要的还是要想有没有好的老师可以跟着吧。。。
Hmm...

Monday, November 3, 2014

Cold hate me

I love cold drinks,ice-cream,ice,cold soup,cold salad...
But cold hate me
Cold hate me so much that it made my life unpleasant
It is not even winter yet and I am already using my thick winter blanket...
Winter is coming soon and well I think cold will keep on enjoying making me unpleasant then...


But still looking forward to winter

Friday, October 31, 2014

Too scary

Went to an electronic outlet to get an new hand phone...
Bad decision...
The so call sales person kept on telling me to get another phone not from his company when I clearly stated that I want the one I want
He kept persuading  me and condemning his own company phone (Man,I felt so sorry for the company!!!What a bunch of jerks you hired)
I insisting that I am not changing my choice and he started to delaying the time of arrival
So I said I gave up and do not want the phone
I left as fast as I could
Horrible horrible experience...
No wonder most of the people here will rather go online to purchase one...
Those sales person are beyond jerks...

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Kadang kadang sedih juga

Kenapa?
Kerana malam semakin panjang dan siang semakin pendek
Jam baru sahaja memasuki pukul 5 tetapi di luar langit sudah gelap gelita
Kadang kadang nak pergi makan pun rasa malas...
Haiz...

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

WHY!!!

The moment when u finally found the YouTube video that you need so badly to include in your sharing and you realized you can't download it...

Oh,censorship...You sucks...

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

敏感的问题

到了我这个岁数,总会有几个问题是痛处,是你不愿别人提起的
对我而言,问我为什么今年XX岁了,还没毕业就是痛处。问我以后有没有想要继续读硕士、博士,也是很敏感的。
屈指一算,大学读了8年!8年是一个什么概念啊!小学也不过念了5年,中学也一样,但大学念了8年,就等于还要多花父母的钱8年!尴尬的8年啊!朋友们都毕业了,工作了,结婚了,当爸妈了,买房了,买车了,自己还在悻悻然地躲在象牙塔里继续念书。而且念完了还只是本科毕业而已,虽然是有两个本科,但毕竟也只是本科啊,还是不如那些硕士博士啊。虽然选择再念中医我并没有后悔,但有时候被提起为何还没毕业时总会有愧疚,虽然不至于到无地自容,但也怪不好受的。
期望能顺利毕业吧,是时候报答父母了,毕竟年纪也真的不小了。
还和我一样出境的朋友,你也要加油啊!!!

Maybe one day

Met with Dr. Liow today. She was much happier. She had been in Switzerland for the past few months involving in a WHO project. Listening to her story and experience,I actually was envy a little. It was such a great experience and really hope one day I will be able to do the same.

Monday, October 20, 2014

两种人

世上有两种人:
一种是只有一张嘴,一直讲,一直骂,看到别人骂就跟着骂,别人如果不骂,就连带别人也一起骂,以为骂的越多就越厉害。
另一种人,不随波逐流,不人云亦云,安住当下,做自己的本分事。

请问您,要做哪一种人呢?

Sunday, October 19, 2014

React react reaction...

Sometimes when you speak to me,you will notice that my face will be frozen and weird,like really really weird. I am neither smiling nor frowning, it's a mixture of both and maybe more expression. Just to make everything clear,it is not rude or ignorance to anything you said,it's just me trying to give a reaction.

Giving a reaction is something very delicate and I am not particularly good at.

When someone praise me,how should I react? Should I accept it with a big smile,it sounds cocky. Or should I just say thank you,maybe but then no one can continue the whole conversation. Should I say something good about that person in return or should I just shake the person's hand. I tried all of those and it is weird. End up the frozen+mixture of expression face... I don't know why,maybe because I don't think I deserved all the approval?

When someone criticize me,how should I react? Keep my head low and accept the criticism? Fight back? Listen attentively with a smile?Ignore? Nothing works too well either and I end up with the same old frozen+mixture of expression face...

It is awkward when you don't react correctly when dealing with both praise and criticism because a whole lot of conversation started that way. Hmmm...maybe this is why I tend to avoid talking to others or others tend to find it hard to start a conversation with me.

Anyhow,I am a friendly person in general so the next time you saw the frozen+mixture of expression face,don't freak out...please...

Monday, October 13, 2014

刮风的日子

这几天上海又开始吹大风了!!!今天天气都是20摄氏度以下,出门不披件寒衣的话很容易着凉了(可能是我这个很怕冷的人而言啦)。这种时候最舒服的莫过于冲个热水澡,然后快快穿好衣服,喝一杯热热的Milo,睡前再用热水泡一泡脚,盖着厚厚的棉被睡觉

Sunday, October 12, 2014

Sometimes I like to be alone

My schedule is not very normal
I had my own cycle of life and it changes everyday
I can be cheerful and energetic for a moment and completely shut down on the next moment
I can be lazy but all of sudden I will be very determined
I can be emotional once in a while and then be very emphatic
Damn...Lapse of anxiety and depression...Do I have bipolar???

Anyway
Sometimes I just want to be leave alone
To handle my emotion and what not
I guess that makes me a weird person
And probably the reason why I am single...
Forever alone then...

Friday, October 10, 2014

安逸的...

忙完营队后,生活恢复平静
纵然明天有中内(二)的期中考,也好像没有很紧张
这样似乎有点不好吧
总觉得来这里上课有点太轻松了
一个星期上课4天,外加1天的见习
没有assignments,没有lab report,没有见习报告要赶
期中考也只有一科
安逸的日子
是过得很舒服,但也有点愧疚
平时虽然也有做温习,但感觉温习的力度不如之前在马来西亚大
总觉得空空洞洞的,有点不太踏实
也许已经习惯在马来西亚的大学生活吧
仅仅1个多月空闲的日子,接下来就是不间断的期中考,assignments,报告...
比较踏实吧

Hmmm...
忙惯了吧...

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Approaching winter...

I see lesser and lesser the daylight
It is getting colder everyday
The temperature differences between day and night everyday is around 10 degree Celsius
I get hungry more and more easier
The number of shorts and mini skirts around me get lesser and lesser

Winter is approaching...
Hope that I am well prepare...
Don't want to fall sick and miss all the excitement!!!

Saturday, October 4, 2014

十一营队 后记

营队在忙忙碌碌中,圆满落幕了。过程中考验真的很多,所以还是百感交集的。但最重要的还是那一份法喜吧。一时的感动也许不能长久,但那一份法喜会是一股源 源不绝的能量,让自己能一直走下去。“甘愿做,欢喜受”,一直很爱这一句静思语。一次次的承担,一次次的磨练,一次次的挫折,一次次的成功,才能让自己一 步步地成长。也许有人会觉得假期嘛,本来就应该到处玩乐,享受啊;或是呆在寝室里看书,休息,何苦花费那么多精力,时间去成就一个不会立刻看到成果的事 呢?也许就是那一份傻劲吧,总觉得当初有那么多人成就我,我现在也要用我那小小的力量成就别人,就那么简单。
虽然忙忙碌碌的,但能抽空一两分钟,坐在地板上,看着门外午后的阳光慵懒地照在环保站的石路上,享受那一刻的宁静、平和;或是顶着有点冷的秋阳,仰望那个长的有点巨大的丝瓜,惊叹着大自然的奇妙,也是一种美好啊。很容易满足的我啊...


Tuesday, September 23, 2014

哇!!!还有1个礼拜啊!!!

营队还有1个礼拜就要开始了,还有很多事情没定下来啊!!!其中包括了流程呢啊!!!
接下来的日子有的忙了...
但还好营队过后有假期 :)

Monday, September 22, 2014

Hulala

Another week passed by. A nice one I guess.

Heard a inspirational talk from the TCM doctor from Malaysia. Life seems good for him and it does offer me a glimpse of hope on how I want to live my life in the future. He blend TCM and western medicine nicely and had done a lot of charity work as well. A role model for me but I wonder can I be as successful as he is. The time and many other things that had to be sacrificed to achieve that level,am I willing to do the same. Sometimes I think I lack determination. I mean I am quite smart and resourceful and frankly quite lucky. But I am not very hardworking. I need to be force to the edge to squeeze some potential out of me. I can finish a task efficiently but I tend to drag it the the LAST minute... And I get bored easily...It is a miracle that I am where I am.

DETERMINATION,need more of it.

Anyhow,when to Jinjiang again for the second time to attend my mum's cousin's son wedding!!! Jinjiang is a nice place and if I ever force to spend more years in China, there will be an ideal place to be. At least the weather there is quite similar to Malaysia (except the quite often typhoon),the place does resemble my hometown and the people there is friendlier compared to other places here. Speaking about wedding, I think I am more certain now that I DO NOT want a wedding in the future. It is so troublesome and I don't think I am willing to spend money on something so extravaganza... I think I will just elope with my future wife(whoever she is) to a beautiful place where no one know us and get our marriage certificate...

Uni is well as usual. Last studying semester with 5 subjects is not really a heavy load but well still have classes and practicals for 5 days a week. Looking forward to the winter though.... 

Sunday, September 14, 2014

有方向,有头绪

开了两次会后,大体的方向大概抓得住了
其实也不简单,全权由慈青做主导,感觉跟苏州很不像,跟马来西亚也很不像。也许每个地方都有自己办活动的特色吧。
大致的框架有了,现在就是要把空格填满了。
愿一切顺利,能学到更多。
第一次当课务长,很难,但我觉得也可以很好玩 :)

Friday, September 12, 2014

因缘如此还是自寻烦恼

最后我还是接了
好啦,真的有时候自己很心软啦
但是这一次担子好像很重哦
在马来西亚已经慢慢退居幕后了
承担的都是生活长、总务长,纠察长之类的角色

来到上海
怎么都是接一些幕前的啊
上一次学员长,这一次课务长...
已经很久没有在课务了...

就好好学习吧...

Sunday, September 7, 2014

伤身伤神

拿别人的过错来惩罚自己
拿别人的烦恼来烦恼自己

我这是在干什么???
可不可以不要管那么多
可不可以不要自寻烦恼
伤身伤神啊...

Sunday, August 31, 2014

临出国前之自我安慰

1.还好中国离马来西亚不远,从上海飞吉隆坡5跟小时,吉隆坡飞哥打巴鲁1个小时,从哥打巴鲁会家1个小时。7个小时        而已
2.这一次只是去差不多5个月,5个月过后就有2个月的寒假+新年假期(过后要呆10个月的就留到下一次再发愁吧)
3.至少现在老爸,老妈,老妹,老弟都有whatapps了,联络也很方便
4.这一次的暑假过的还不错,比较有力量再去上海拼5个月


但还是很不舍得啦...

Friday, August 29, 2014

3 more days

Before going to Shanghai for my new semester...
Anxiety kicks in again as I am counting down...
Really want to be at home longer...
It is too cozy and comfortable at home...
So little to worry and so much to enjoy...

Already looking forward to the next time I will be coming home...
January 2015 please come faster...

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Monday, August 25, 2014

时光飞逝啊

1个月怎么过得那么快啊?
转眼间,又要出发到上海了。The beginning of Sem 8!!!
好想时间过得再慢一些啊!

珍惜吧,在家里的时光。

Sunday, August 17, 2014

IMU SOS Recycling Exhibition

Photo: It had been a blast n I bet everyone enjoy it to!!! Great job everyone. Really hope that IMU will be a more environmental friendly place #tzuching #imutcsos2014 #recycling

Glad that I was able to join in at the last minute.
It was simple yet meaningful. The scale of this exhibition may not be too grand but everyone involved really enjoyed themselves and the level of enthusiasm is high.
Really hope that it will impact IMU student into giving up polystyrene.
Go green and go proactive
Save ourselves and our Mother Earth
Leave a better Earth for the next generation :)  

Monday, August 11, 2014

能学以致用真好

在学校学的
可以在家里运用
真好

不论是针灸,拔罐,开方
感觉都不错
而且最重要的是效果还可以
增加了自己的信心
 真好 :)


往诊

最近晚上都比较忙
往诊
到姑姑家帮她针灸
她说效果还不错
蛮开心的

Saturday, August 9, 2014

I need you

Please
let there be extra coach
So that I can be in KL on Wednesday...

(fingers crossed...)

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

Hope for the best

I clearly know the reason behind why I need to get permission if I want to go to KL
Mum and Dad want me to spend more time at home
But this is something different
It had been a plan that I hope to realize since the moment I step into IMU
Now my dear friends had made it a reality and I really hope to help them out
No matter how small my contribution will be

So...
I hope that my wish will be granted...
 (fingers crossed...)

Sunday, August 3, 2014

虔诚祝福

最近一年来,世界各地天灾人祸不断。空难、爆炸案、人与人,国与国的冲突、烟霾问题、水灾风灾火灾,一个个惊骇的故事出现在每一天报章上的头条。
哀伤、沮丧、生气是免不了的。但负面情绪过后,更需要的是大家的一念善心、一股正能量、一股祝福的力量。

要抵擋住業力,那就要發願
唯有願,才能轉業。
祝福,就是把祝福送給對方,
然後就沒有自己的事情了。
所以比祝福更好的是..."誠願"
自己虔誠發願做到才是真正讓那份祝福做到。

如果恨能够激发恨,爱也可以激发更大的爱。在共业面前,唯有虔诚祝福,才能打断这恶的漩涡;在天灾人会的面前,唯有爱,才是陪伴大家渡过难关最大的力量。

期许大家每晚临睡前,能拨出一点小小的时间,用各自的方式,为我们需要爱的世界祝福、祈祷,祈愿人心净化、社会祥和、天下无灾无难。

感恩

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

一辈子 孤单?

当有人越亲近时
我就会开始保持距离
开始疏远
开始在自己周围建起围墙
就这样无意中伤害了很多人
不管是家人也好
朋友也好

也许这就是afraid of commitment吧...
是害怕自己受伤害吗?
可是小时候好像也没有这方面的阴影啊...

可能
就会因为这样
一辈子就孤零零吧
不是forever alone

还是有家人
还是有朋友
但就是少了soul mate吧

有人说可能一辈子也遇不到一个soul mate
你会遇到很多爱你的人
但soul mate真的是靠缘分了
也许就是500年前的一个回头
还是1000年前的一个擦肩而过
才能造就这一世灵魂的交接

可能也和我的性格有关吧
极其讨厌被绑住,被束缚
对过度的关心很敏感、很反感
但有时候又会自怨自艾
就是   犯贱

可能一辈子就孤单吧
不是心灵上的孤单
也许也不是没有人的孤单
而是灵魂的孤单
就是生命中那一小小块的缺陷
虽然很小,但就是因为它而少了点什么...

Sunday, June 29, 2014

朋友说我单纯
但也有说我傻

单纯也好
傻也好

希望可以一直保持这份赤子之心吧

Friday, June 27, 2014

不要叫我猜
我不喜欢猜
有什么请说出来
因为有太多太多事情都是因为猜,都是因为“你应该”知道而留下缺憾的

唉丫丫

今天又因为某些原因让一位朋友不高兴了
好惭愧但又不知道说什么好

朋友
真的很对不起啊
真的是临时知道说姑丈可以载我回家
不是故意要放你鸽子的
真的真的很不好意思...

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

1st Semester in China...Done!!!

Officially finished my 1st semester in China,1st semester studying abroad!!!
In just 3 months
Pretty fast if you compared it with a semester in IMU

So I had one more full month before going back to Malaysia.
What should I do???

Monday, June 16, 2014

唉,泱泱大国
素质还是不敢恭维啊...

3 1/2粽子

Ate 3 1/2 粽子 today...
Very very delicious...But...
Ohh...The amount of 糯米 in my stomach tonight and the jokes made during lunch...
Please don't start diarrheaing before my exam...

Thursday, June 12, 2014

这样就好

当现实撑不起梦想,静静守候就好

说不出口,就这样吧

这样就好,不需要太多的着墨

不留痕迹的关心 

就这样

静静守候就好




Mr Turtle has swagger in this picture

When life throw you a curve ball,be a swag like Mr Turtle and hit a home run!!!



When you had another paper in 4 days and you had tasks to complete every single day in between,be a swag and try make the best of it and ACE the test

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

慈青制服与我

2年前来上海参加大学主办的3S活动时,乘着周末也想到上海慈济付出,就这样懵懵懂懂地上网查询该 走的方向后,独自一人找会所去。人生地不熟再加上没有很好的方向感,迷了差不多一个小时的路。就在自己打算放弃直接搭的士的时候,一位师兄突然叫住了我问 道:“是不是慈青啊?在找会所吗?”感恩啊,原来会所就已经在不远处的前方,稍微走一下就到了,如果不是身上的那件制服被认出,恐怕又要花冤枉钱了。

今年刚到上海的时候,问清了有公交车能到会所的前方,但忘了问在那一站下车,结果...又找不到了。在长风公园绕了好久,还是找不到会所在哪儿。就在这时候,救星出现了!一位师姐看到我:“慈青啊,你也到会所吗?我带你过去吧。”就这样,顺顺利利,托制服的福,到达会所了。

制服制服。刚开始的时候,对制服还是不太适应,因为在大热天也要把纽扣扣完,衣服还要整整齐齐塞进裤子里,还要加个腰带,穿白色的袜子,有点小麻烦哦!但 穿着穿着,eh...穿起来也还不错啊!团体的美,来自于个人的美,每每出席活动,和那么多伙伴穿上制服一起做好事的时候,就看得到那整体的美了。尤其是 看到全球的慈青都一起穿着制服做着同样的事情的时候,感触更深。你、我、她、他,也许素未相识,种族、信仰也许不同,但穿上制服的时候,我们都拥有了共同 的名字--慈青,一起为师公上人挑米箩,一起欢喜付出,一起为改变世界付出一点点的绵力。

制服制服。穿上制服,除了整齐以外,也是为了制服我们的心。年轻人的心有多奔放啊,世界也真的是精彩万分,花花绿绿的让人眼花缭乱。放松一下是没问题,毕 竟是活力十足的青春期嘛,但放纵就万万不行了。面对着这么多的诱惑,心总是难平静的,制服就是制服、调服那一颗不安的心最好的方法了。穿上制服不是约束, 不是束缚,而是一种安住内心的方法。穿上制服,走入人群,你会发现原来狂欢后的快乐比不上付出后的法喜,狂欢后留下空虚的心灵更是不如付出那富足的心灵。 穿上制服,走入人群,你会见苦知福,你会发现自己其实拥有了很多,只是自己看不见;你会发现自己其实李幸福很近,只是自己不珍惜,你会开始学会知足,学会 感恩,学会惜福。制服制服了我们的心,但最重要的是教会我们制服自己的习气,也许不是一天两天就做得到的事,但相信只要坚持下去,一定做得到,让自己成为 自己喜欢的那个自己。

所以出国的时候,不管行李有多重,制服我一定带着一起去。不为什么,只为了那一份共同的名字--慈青。我身上虽然没什么名牌,但至少制服是世界名牌吧,哈哈。

但最重要的是,希望自己穿上制服是慈青;脱下了制服,也还是个慈青。制服是外在的象征,内心的升华才是修行真正的目的,你说是吗,伙伴们?






Monday, June 9, 2014

我还是很好胜的...

我以为我不在意了
原来我错了,大错特错
心里那一个好胜的我还确确实实存在
还会时不时出现
扰乱我那自以为不在意的心。

只是真的想不通为什么只拿84分
回家后检查,答案都没有什么错
原本还自信满满地以为至少能拿个90分
哪知道
在讨论时错的比我多的同学
都拿94分、95分

自己一直在抨击填鸭式的教育和考试方式
一方面一直深陷在要那高分的心里
真讽刺啊!

Thursday, June 5, 2014

还在 念大学

当看到中学、大学的老同学相继迈向人生的另一个阶段
有些人结婚了,有些人生孩子了,有些人做老板了
有些人升见习了,有些人升培训了,有些人受证了,有人回归志业体了

自己还在装嫩念大学
轻轻松松做个大学生
不只是该觉得可笑还是可悲呢?

Spider crab


Carefully navigating the surrounding before making the next step. Doesn't mind if it is navigating a new place, a new environment or a new relationship. One loose step and you may need way more time to settle down...


Or in the case of the spider crab,you may step into someone else dinner plate...

Jellyfish

For the 1st time in my life
Looking at jellyfish elegantly floating around under the luminescence light
Makes me feel so peaceful

The colour and the way they slowly glide through the peaceful water...
So beautiful
So soothing...

Sunday, June 1, 2014

父母是孩子的模,孩子是父母的印记。

父母是孩子的模,孩子是父母的印记。

父母的一举一动无时无刻地影响孩子,而孩子的一举一动无不是与 父母相处所结的果。

今天是中国的六.一儿童节,正好上海慈济也举办了第二堂的品格学堂,今天的主题是孝亲。

亲子关系就像任何一种关系一样是互动的;双方都 要付出,双方都要主动关心,主动沟通,主动给予。常常会听到孩子说父母不爱我,不关心我,不知道我想要的是什么,不知道我喜欢的是什么,而对父母有诸多要 求;那孩子真正了解父母吗?你是否知道你父母的生日是什么时候,喜欢吃什么,喜欢这么样式的衣服呢,你是否也 有好好花时间了解你的父母呢?父母也亦然。今天听到有一位父亲分享说“父母对孩子的爱是伟大的,孩子对父母的爱也是。孩子在你发脾气后,还能很单纯对你 笑;但你忙的没时间理睬他的时候,他也会在那里傻傻地等你,只为了给你一个拥抱”。

当然今天最感动的莫过于奉食仪式了,当小朋友一口一口地把蛋糕、苹果和 豆干喂父母时,很多父母都哭了。小朋友们也许不会明白为什么,也不知道他们这么一个小小的举动会荡起父母心中的感动。看着他们笑笑地问爸爸妈妈为何哭,还 会轻轻抚摸父母的脸庞时,真的是感动又感概,也许这种感觉要到我们都成了父母后才明白的吧。

Saturday, May 31, 2014

两个月又一个星期

来了上海两个月有一个星期
天气也开始慢慢回温,有一丝丝马来西亚的感觉了
也好,热热的天气总比那冷冷的天适合我。

其实真正适应了吗?
应该还不错吧
虽然至今还是住在宾馆(宿舍虽然近在咫尺,但没有空房也没办法啊)
虽然没有太喜欢这里的食物(素食难寻,辣的食物难寻,好吃的西餐难寻,马来食物和印度食物更难寻)
但毕竟是过得还蛮愉快的

大学嘛
也还行
虽然大班上课还是有点不习惯
虽然填鸭式的背诵法真的很烦(但至少考试都会给蛮明确的范围)
但还是考了1个期中考,2个期末考(成绩也应该还算满意吧)

在国外求学的趣事应该会陆续满满体验,不急不急
反正出来就是要过得不一样一些,就是要体验多一些
这样成长才会快一些

但还好联络上了上海的慈济
至少会有些归宿感
周末也不会过得太浑浑噩噩
这一点倒是和在马来西亚的时候没什么改变
是好事,是好事




Tuesday, May 27, 2014

I want to relax

After 2 weeks of hard work and 2 final paper,I can finally had some alone time to do the things that I love!!!

Eat nice veggie lunchie and then spend some quality time in the book store :)

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Ughh...

Ughh...
How the hell did I get stuck in all these messiness???
This will turn into an awkward,extremely awkward situation...

 ...
Next time please try to solve your own mess and deal with your love life better...
...

Monday, May 19, 2014

Just saying
One day I will not need any permission to do what I want to do...

Sunday, May 18, 2014

算了吧

最后还是去不成
那就算了吧

以后
有了自己的薪水
就可以心安理得
想去就去

也许这样最好吧
一个月
怎么过?
暑假大家都回家了
再想想办法吧...

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

调时间

这里的期末考试都是分开考的
考了这么多年集中考的期末考突然好不习惯
5月份考2科
六月份考3科

Hmm...
感觉上时间有点不好调

重点是
考完后一个月才会回家
太早买机票了

是不是要乘这个机会去台湾参与台湾的营队呢?
Hmmm...
有点心动了...

Sunday, May 4, 2014

2014华东慈济青年志工五一薪传营

“慈济路我们一起走,天下事我们一起挑”

感恩这一次的好因好缘,圆满了在中国的第一次慈青营队。


营队的地点是在苏州慈济园区。这里的园区还蛮大的,除了静思堂以外,还有书轩和健康促进中心和门诊部,而且建筑方面也别具一格,有浓浓的中国风。


除了当学员以外(好啦,我承认啦,我就是老慈青),也当了一天半的工作人员。这一次就在生活组学习,真的是幸福满满。这里的生活组工作范围比较大,可以说是集合和生活+香积+衣住组的工作;所以除了要在生活区帮忙之外,也要帮忙准备用餐的用料和餐具(这里午餐和晚餐都是生活组准备材料,学员自己简单准备的),整理寮房、厕所、用餐区和厨房。再加上组员不多,所以每个人都要身兼数职,到时忙得不予乐乎的。



而且,这一次也超有福报的说!这一次的营队除了说来了很多很棒,很资深的师姑师伯学长姐以外,还有两位(对,是两位)精舍师父的陪伴哦。德悦师父和德晓都很慈祥,很和蔼,除了给我们上课,还会常常来关怀大家,而且还会和大家一起下厨准备食物哦。图上的焗烤香积饭就是德悦师父和我们几位香积伙伴一起制作的,师父还会很贴心地教导我们怎么把cheese铺的平均一些,也会要我们撒的多一些,让饭香一些。结果饭一烤出来,不到一会儿的功夫就被惜福完毕,因为真的太香太好吃了。



第一天由于是承担的工作人员,所以有几个课程没上到,但很感恩还是在空档的时候有机会聆听任琳学姐有关MH370的课程。学姐是来自北京的志工,所以这一次马航事件的关怀工作都有全程参与。学姐的分享很棒,让很多参与的学员都收获满满的。因为之前大家得到的消息很多都是从网络上得知的,所以负面的讯息、虚假和故弄玄虚的资讯还蛮多的;这一次的分享让大家都看见了整个马航事件的另一面,在这危难的时刻,以其一味地指责、谩骂,不如选择关怀,陪伴遇难家属度过难熬的时刻。学姐也分享说“人唯有缩小自己,放大别人,才能走进人心”,真正的关怀不是做不实际的承诺,而是诚心的聆听,温暖拥抱也许是遇难家属最需要的。



饮一杯智慧的水,精舍师父为学员们解答生活遇到的难题。印象就深刻的还是师父说的“愿行”,把发的愿表现于行动,而不只是空口说说而已。



第二天,总算是参与了多数的课程。再一次温习慈济的衣食住行礼仪,发现到有些小细节既然忘掉了,所以说还是要偶尔复习的。另外,也有机会巡礼了慈济在中国的四大脚步,八大法印。中国人大地广,很多福田能让大家一起耕耘,真希望在中国的这两年里能和这里的家人们一起精进,深入山区耕福田,帮助更多人。


午餐(对的,又是吃的),学员们都需要各自准备。这一次每组都会根据得到的材料烹煮,然后和大家以自助餐的形式分享。我们这一组准备的是韩式拌饭。

虽然看似简单,但石锅真的有点小,拌起来还蛮吃力的。

当然味道是很不错的,嘻嘻嘻

第三天喜逢苏州静思书院的7周年庆,我们这一班青年志工一大早就从静思堂步行到静思书院帮忙。这里的静思书院真的很特别,很像在电视里看到的中国古代是的书院,真的很有人文气息。



到苏州的大家,如果有机会一定要到这里坐一坐哦,因为氛围真的是一级棒。典雅的建筑,再加上一杯优质好茶,清新的人文香,和蔼的书院志工,真的让人很平静很平静。

慈青和香积的师姑师伯负责这一次7周年庆香积的部分,每一组都会准备一道50人份的素食料理让到场的大德和慈济家人们分享。

我们这一组准备的是香积饭和香积面蛋挞!!!很特别吧!!!在烘好的蛋挞皮里加上煮好的香积面+平菇,香积饭+火龙果+芒果+黄梨,再铺上一层cheese,在烤箱里烤15分钟,再用薄荷点缀就完成了。烤箱一打开,香味就扑鼻而来!有机会回到马来西亚也为大家做一做吧。



圆缘的部分,虽然有小小的瑕疵,但还是很感动的,尤其是唱诵立愿文的时候。心灯点亮那一刻,想起师公上人瘦弱的背影,告诉自己一定要快快成长,勇猛精进,才能帮师公上人承担更多。



三天三夜下来,说不累是假的。但过程中的法喜、欢喜就是能让我忘掉身体的疲惫。感恩慈济家人们的陪伴,让身在异乡的我还是感到无比的温暖,期许大家能够一起精进,一起为师公上人挑天下事。还有远在马来西亚的大家,也要一起加油哦!



Tuesday, April 29, 2014

前腳走、後腳要放

“為什麼上人總是要我們付出無所求

為什麼要 用心當下,前腳走、後腳要放...

因為有了執著,就沒辦法真正的開心

因為那個執著,面對結果時 就會有得失心...

就算有天 沒有讚美 沒有掌聲

我們還是可以做我們熱愛的、美好的、善的事情

因為我們走過的那個過程

早就充滿了幸福和意義

因為收穫 早已在心底。”

很爱很爱这一段,真的说中了我心坎里。
如 果没学会放手,又怎么能握住更多呢?对人,对事,都要学会放手;因为一直不放手的话,自己不但不能成长,也会阻碍了其他人增长慧命的机会,久而久之就会越 走越累,往回头看,会发现自己冲的太快,冲的太偏了。不要为自己,为别人设下框框,放手,让自己,让大家都有成长的机会,就算跌倒了,也无所谓,因为挫折 才能让一个人真正长大。

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

快要1个月咯

离家到上海来快一个月咯!
适应了吗?
其实自己还算蛮能适应新环境的,所以一切真的还是过得不错的。当然2年前曾经来过一趟的经验也帮了不少的忙。
在这里一切都还算好。
只是天气比较冷(突然好想念马来西亚那猛烈的阳光,大热天在马路上一边行走,一边光合作用的情节),素食难找(最近一直都吃肉边素,要迟到真正的纯素食真的很少有机会)。
但也不能算真正安定的下来,应该还会要在宾馆呆一段时间(宿舍还是没着落)。
还好,总算找到了这里的慈济,至少心里安定了不少。

Hmmm...
就这样吧
适应是一个过程
再说现在只是经历了春天
还有夏天,秋天还有听起来蛮恐怖的冬天。
边过边打算吧
总能解决的

Sunday, March 16, 2014

...

Well that conclude an awfully foul week...
At least the worst part is over and we can always hope that next week will be better...
Hmmm...
If everything goes on plan,next week will be a GOOD WEEK.

Friday, March 14, 2014

「絆」,
日語的「絆」Kizuna;是指人與人之間的情誼紐帶,情感牽絆的意思。
中文的「絆」指的是牽制,多半用在痛苦、沉重的地方,多少暗示了親情友情當中不自由的苦澀部份。
「絆」是「羈絆」,也是「牽絆」;如影隨形,是這一輩子甩不掉也不願意取捨的那一份牽掛。


我想家會是我一輩子的 「絆」。
 

Monday, March 10, 2014

没关系

如果还是没办法的话,也没关系吧。
相信只要有缘,一定还会再见;只要大家还是行在菩萨道上,总能再遇见。

没关系吧。
就这样吧。
可能我做的还不够好,他们才会不放心,所以没关系吧。

Saturday, March 8, 2014

I have no balls

Argh...
拖了1个多月了...
最后,我看还是需要靠sms来讲了...
明明不是什么错事...

I have no balls...

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

沟通是一辈子的功课

理直要气和,得理要饶人
沟通是一辈子的功课,是一门艺术
因为你永远也不知道你的一句话对其他人有什么影响
不管是好的,还是坏的
所以
就算你是个很直率的人
还是想了再说
不要说了再想

Monday, March 3, 2014

I am a bad mediator

I am a bad bad mediator.
Next time,I will try not to be a mediator anymore. My conveying message skill is lousy and although I did not cause a war...But...I hope they will not be awkward when they meet up...
Otherwise I will be so guilty...

Wednesday, February 26, 2014

Maybe

朋友说我很幸运,这么大了还能无忧无虑地念书。
Hmmm...
She is right...
But sometimes I just had the feeling that I didn't appreciate the chance very much...
Maybe I am just the ungrateful bastard that I thought I am...
Darn...

Monday, February 17, 2014

Friday, January 31, 2014

New Year

Now New Year is the time where I can:
Eat lots of biscuits
Drink more sweet drinks
Wear new shirt
Get ang pow

...
Nothing more I guess...

Monday, January 6, 2014

Holiday

But I really need to do something
A part time job maybe...
But to find a decent one at home...
Not easy...