6 months

6 “astonishing-thrilling-exhilarating-confusing-happening-weird-happy-sad-miserable-fun-fulfilling-zen-exciting-everything is so new-everything is so boring-so much more to learn-entertaining-blissful” months had GONE
Another 6 more months to go
May the craziness goes on!!!


 

实习 1/3

不知不觉，实习了4个月，过了1/3。

曙光实习记 1

在这个“男士止步”的部门呆了三个星期，老实说还是不错的。
一开始也没报多大的期待，毕竟在民风保守的这里，一个男生应该也做不了太多的事情，甚至已经抱着发一个月呆的打算了。
但情况也没想象中不好啦!至少我能进入手术室看人流，进检查室看老师操作阴道镜，虽然妇检是没机会做…
自己是比较喜欢实做的人，在课堂上学理论是必要的，但总觉得只有临床做了，才算真正学到了。跟在老师旁边看老师如何问诊，开方，看报告，其实也学到很多的。
可是也无法否认，这里是整间医院遇到最多生死的一科了。很多时候真的很无奈，很伤感，但真的又做不了什么。很多时候都在说服自己不要judge,但我想我还是常常会不由自主地批判…
Anyway,这三个星期也遇到了各种奇葩的，有趣的，糊涂的，计较的，友善的，有爱的，无奈的，伤心的，晴天霹雳的各种女性吧…
还有1个多星期，还是要多用心啊 

实习咯！

今天是实习第二天
还蛮累的，尤其要在这种天气那么早爬起床…

Midnight flight

I don't like midnight flight...
I had to stay awake against my will...
I had to be alert no matter how sleepy am I...

Another hour to go...
Hope to get some sleep during the flight...

Year End Blessing

第一次在上海的岁末祝福，幸福满满了!这一次和一班慈青和师姑当小朋友的保姆。当小朋友的爸爸妈妈在楼上参与岁末祝福，我们就负责陪伴小朋友们看看影带，折折纸，玩游戏和写心愿卡片。这两天和那么多小菩萨结一份份好缘也是件快乐的事。
当然这一次因缘最殊胜的就是能从精舍师父手上拿到今年的福慧红包。还有这一次的大藏经也好感人，有几次都差一点流泪的，确实啊，天底下苦难多，但好人也多，肯帮助苦难的人，肯拔苦予乐的人也多，才会有那么多的感动!最深刻的还是师公上人的那一句：来不及!
祈愿新的一年里推动人心净化，社会祥和的脚步要继续勇猛精进，天下的灾难才会却步。

Bye 2014, Hi 2015

2014年是个奇妙的一年!
在 2014年 开启了人生新的一段旅程。总算实现了小时候想出国留学的梦想，来到了上海这个大都市。从一开始的不习惯，到现在逐渐适应这里的大小事。2014年总算把4 年的中医课修完，2015年就要开始下临床实习了，要开始适应面对病人，面对家属，面对很多和课本上不一样的病，学习如何做医病医人医心的医师了。
2014人际方面还是有不顺心的时候，还是有不圆融的时候，2015年希望自己可以当一个比今年更好的朋友，更好的伙伴，更好的同学，更好的倾听者。
2014年，还是慈青，很老的慈青。在上海真的很不一样，但也因为不一样，也学习了很多，做了那么久的慈青想不到还是很多第一次献给了上海慈青。第一次当学员长，第一次当课务长，第一次主讲读书会…2015年，还是要精进 精进 再精进，这样才能帮师公上人挑天下的米箩。
2014年的家，是羁绊，也是牵绊。一个人在遥远的国度，总会很想家。虽然有时候觉得爸妈还是爱唠叨，弟妹还是爱闹，但我想这就是家最让人放不下的地方吧。2015年要更爱家，要更勇敢把爱说出来。
期许大家能以善念破灾害，以真诚解恶缘，以感恩心送走2014，以恭敬心迎接2015。
还是那一句，祝福大家在2015年能【福慧安康】福田继续用心耕，智慧继续用心修，平平安安，健健康康。

Winter for real

It is officially winter since 3 days ago and it is COLD!!!
The highest temperature is 8°C and the lowest 0°C will fortunately is during midnight when I am in my not so cold if compared to outside room
Still trying not to use the so called heater,maybe when it is constantly below 0,I will but for now trying to act tough
Well not really tough,I mean I am wearing 3 layers at the top and two layers at the bottom...
Going out for any possible reason is too consuming both physically and spiritually
Sometimes I will rather starve myself than going out to find something to eat

And the things that I mentioned above is WITHOUT the wind blowing
Which made it 100 times colder... 

November

November had been a nice month
Winter is coming soon and I am pretty excited about that
I finished 2 papers for my final and 3 more papers to complete next month
I had quite some fun,ate some nice food,drank some good coffee,travel to a few places nearby
I satisfied quite easily which I think is also a good thing
And most importantly everyone around me seems a little happier this time of the year
which makes me happy too

Anyway looking forward to an even more exciting December and most certainly my 1st winter!!!

C O L D

每天无论何时何地衣服都是穿两层
裤子今天也开始穿两层了
这几个礼拜就算出去5分钟也会穿袜子
现在手也开始要穿手套了

其实冬天还没到...
但已经有一个多礼拜温度没有高过20°C了
有几天晚上还是10°C一下

如果冬天真的来了
应该蛮悲催的吧...

I CAN COOK AGAIN

As mentioned in a previous post,I can finally cook again
And I loved cooking,although the preparation part is not so fun
Cooking relax me and I enjoy eating my own food
It is actually not easy to cook in the place I am living now plus I don't have a fridge so I can't really keep anything too long
But at the end of the day
the end product make it all worthwhile

Cooking is fun...

MY FIRST HOME COOKED FOOD IN SHANGHAI

First time using my new toy a.k.a steam cooker+rice cooker combo...
Not good at using it yet,maybe because I am the old school cook who want to have more contact with my preparation...Plus no fire kinda blow of the steam (No pun intended)
Anyway I am just glad I didn't mess up an easy recipe...
More to come...

Cold hate me

I love cold drinks,ice-cream,ice,cold soup,cold salad...
But cold hate me
Cold hate me so much that it made my life unpleasant
It is not even winter yet and I am already using my thick winter blanket...
Winter is coming soon and well I think cold will keep on enjoying making me unpleasant then...


But still looking forward to winter

Too scary

Went to an electronic outlet to get an new hand phone...
Bad decision...
The so call sales person kept on telling me to get another phone not from his company when I clearly stated that I want the one I want
He kept persuading  me and condemning his own company phone (Man,I felt so sorry for the company!!!What a bunch of jerks you hired)
I insisting that I am not changing my choice and he started to delaying the time of arrival
So I said I gave up and do not want the phone
I left as fast as I could
Horrible horrible experience...
No wonder most of the people here will rather go online to purchase one...
Those sales person are beyond jerks...

Kadang kadang sedih juga

Kenapa?
Kerana malam semakin panjang dan siang semakin pendek
Jam baru sahaja memasuki pukul 5 tetapi di luar langit sudah gelap gelita
Kadang kadang nak pergi makan pun rasa malas...
Haiz...

刮风的日子

这几天上海又开始吹大风了！！！今天天气都是20摄氏度以下，出门不披件寒衣的话很容易着凉了（可能是我这个很怕冷的人而言啦）。这种时候最舒服的莫过于冲个热水澡，然后快快穿好衣服，喝一杯热热的Milo，睡前再用热水泡一泡脚，盖着厚厚的棉被睡觉

安逸的...

忙完营队后，生活恢复平静
纵然明天有中内（二）的期中考，也好像没有很紧张
这样似乎有点不好吧
总觉得来这里上课有点太轻松了
一个星期上课4天，外加1天的见习
没有assignments，没有lab report，没有见习报告要赶
期中考也只有一科
安逸的日子
是过得很舒服，但也有点愧疚
平时虽然也有做温习，但感觉温习的力度不如之前在马来西亚大
总觉得空空洞洞的，有点不太踏实
也许已经习惯在马来西亚的大学生活吧
仅仅1个多月空闲的日子，接下来就是不间断的期中考,assignments，报告...
比较踏实吧

Hmmm...
忙惯了吧...

Approaching winter...

I see lesser and lesser the daylight
It is getting colder everyday
The temperature differences between day and night everyday is around 10 degree Celsius
I get hungry more and more easier
The number of shorts and mini skirts around me get lesser and lesser

Winter is approaching...
Hope that I am well prepare...
Don't want to fall sick and miss all the excitement!!!

十一营队 后记

营队在忙忙碌碌中，圆满落幕了。过程中考验真的很多，所以还是百感交集的。但最重要的还是那一份法喜吧。一时的感动也许不能长久，但那一份法喜会是一股源 源不绝的能量，让自己能一直走下去。“甘愿做，欢喜受”，一直很爱这一句静思语。一次次的承担，一次次的磨练，一次次的挫折，一次次的成功，才能让自己一 步步地成长。也许有人会觉得假期嘛，本来就应该到处玩乐，享受啊；或是呆在寝室里看书，休息，何苦花费那么多精力，时间去成就一个不会立刻看到成果的事 呢？也许就是那一份傻劲吧，总觉得当初有那么多人成就我，我现在也要用我那小小的力量成就别人，就那么简单。
虽然忙忙碌碌的，但能抽空一两分钟，坐在地板上，看着门外午后的阳光慵懒地照在环保站的石路上，享受那一刻的宁静、平和；或是顶着有点冷的秋阳，仰望那个长的有点巨大的丝瓜，惊叹着大自然的奇妙，也是一种美好啊。很容易满足的我啊...

Hulala

Another week passed by. A nice one I guess.

Heard a inspirational talk from the TCM doctor from Malaysia. Life seems good for him and it does offer me a glimpse of hope on how I want to live my life in the future. He blend TCM and western medicine nicely and had done a lot of charity work as well. A role model for me but I wonder can I be as successful as he is. The time and many other things that had to be sacrificed to achieve that level,am I willing to do the same. Sometimes I think I lack determination. I mean I am quite smart and resourceful and frankly quite lucky. But I am not very hardworking. I need to be force to the edge to squeeze some potential out of me. I can finish a task efficiently but I tend to drag it the the LAST minute... And I get bored easily...It is a miracle that I am where I am.

DETERMINATION,need more of it.

Anyhow,when to Jinjiang again for the second time to attend my mum's cousin's son wedding!!! Jinjiang is a nice place and if I ever force to spend more years in China, there will be an ideal place to be. At least the weather there is quite similar to Malaysia (except the quite often typhoon),the place does resemble my hometown and the people there is friendlier compared to other places here. Speaking about wedding, I think I am more certain now that I DO NOT want a wedding in the future. It is so troublesome and I don't think I am willing to spend money on something so extravaganza... I think I will just elope with my future wife(whoever she is) to a beautiful place where no one know us and get our marriage certificate...

Uni is well as usual. Last studying semester with 5 subjects is not really a heavy load but well still have classes and practicals for 5 days a week. Looking forward to the winter though....