sometimes i wonder...
where did my overconfident comes from?

知足

有时就要像baby一样
知足
就常乐

不要想得太复杂
因为
笑着是一天
哭着也是一天

有时候坚强是为了不让爱你的人伤心

祝福自己
要行菩萨道，也要得到家人的祝福。
用行动感动家人吧

Sometimes,I just want to sleep off all the disappointment...
I never complaint much because I do not want to make u worry...Life is not always as good as I described it in the phone and the thing that make me move through is the one thing you say that you don't like.

Heart broken...
What should I do??? Stay at home whole day and study like crazy and get the meaningless 4.0 without compassion or soul???

Conquering the impossible

Two seeming impossible mission to be done
Need all my strength to conquer them both

~Let us not ask for good health, only clarity of mind. Let us not seek for everything to go our way, only the courage and strength to persevere. Let us not wish for lesser responsibilities, only for the ability to shoulder more~ 
                                                                                       Jing Si Aphorisms

尽力

虽然嘴巴说尽力就好，但还是觉得自己可以做的更多
是方法用错了，还是同学真的没兴趣

有点挫败感
看来
又要忧郁一晚了

就这样

不要太执着
用微笑和平常心面对，祝福自己and hope for the best 
：）

喃喃自语

Hmmm...
明年就出国咯
虽然身理+心理还没真正准备好
也好像没有当初想的那样兴奋了

可能
这里有越来越多我舍不下、放不下的
人、事、物
还有很多很多未完成的种种

希望时间能过得慢一些
让自己能好好享受
也让自己能好好准备
接下来那可能两年多没办法回家的日子。

New semester!!!

Or actually the last semester in IMU!!!
Someone told us that this will be a more relaxing semester...










IT WAS A BIG BIG LIE!!!
7 core major subjects...
Relaxing...
Yeah...


Anyhow it will be an interesting one
Especially when I made myself available for so many activities this sem...
So time management will be very very ESSENTIAL!!!
Gonna make every moment count!!!

Long weekend!!!

Long weekend is always appreciated especially after the crazy crazy month...
At first I thought of going back TM but unfortunately the ticket sold out AGAIN!!!
So I end up spending my time at KL, not the best option but duh...

Day 1:

Shopping Day...
Well I only bought a few items which may not even qualify to be categorized as shopping by some but...
The 1TB hard disk that I had been planning to by since 2 years ago,finally snag it...
The alarm clock as a backup plan whenever my phone decided to play trick on me again...
The replacement for my pencil case which mysteriously disappear...

Oh ya...
Another important event...
Having lunch at an awesome vegetarian restaurant

Secret Recipe: Beyond Veggie opened their 3rd branch at MidValley!!!The one that actually accessible to me which make me so hyper...The food is good and huge in portion plus the people are kind too. The green sauce paste is so fresh and greeny, I love the asparagus so much. The potato salad with my favourite Japanese Sesame Sauce have a hefty portion,so creamy and delicious!!! Definitely need to come back again in the near future even it means that I need to take the KTM again...




Day 2:
More of a soul searching??? trip...
Anyway went to Jing Si cafe at Bkt Bintang to attend a wonderful talk...

 By 叶剑锋，talking about 孝 by explaining to us the meaning of 親. A very deep,insightful yet fun talk.To summary the 親 in my own word:
立：讓家裡的長輩有自己獨立的空間。我們可以成為他們的依靠，但不是依賴。
一：我們說的第一句話，走的第一步路，唱的第一首歌...等等的第一次都是獻給了家裡的父母親，而這些第一次都是他們珍藏一輩子的回憶
小：我們小小的一個動作都會牽引著父母的心（我們的一句問候能讓他們感動，而我們有時無形的一句埋怨會讓他們擔心）
見：愛不能只是說說而已，一定要讓父母看得見，聽得見

After the talk,went around Bkt Bintang area for a while before heading to a new vege stall at KLCC...
The stall turns out to be Simple Life!!! Another nice veggie place is a place accessible to me. Good news to see that the vegetarian population had finally gain some attention :)



Day 3:
Chillaxing at home. Cook myself a nice lunch...Then later at night went to the sign language practice at UPM.



Conclusion:
Not a bad long weekend.
Although I sort of ignoring all those school work (which will eventually become a source of stress next week) but hey at least I had some fun :)

Again

Lost something again...
The 1000th time...
But argh... never learn from my mistake...
I will be obses on finding it for the next few days and will be down for a couple more days if I can't find it...

When will I learn my lesson...

When the bad news outweight the good news

Today was one of those day...
Manage to pull out an incredible feat but bad news kept lurking around...

Lost something valuable due to my absent mindness...
The heavy workload is crushing me slowly and painfully...
But the most important thing is that I disappoint a dear friend of mine...
Many major things happening on the same day and I had to make a choice...
I am really sorry...
I know you are disappointed but I really don't know how to express my apologizes...
Maybe being silent is not the best way,but that is all I can offer...
I very much want to get involved in changing the fate but I can't...
 

全新的月份

全新的月份
全新的挑战
五月
但愿能顺利度过
所有大大小小的考验、难题
等待着六月终于可以回家的那一刻
我
想家了...

路還是要走下去

也許我走得太快
但真的來不及了
不走快點
這麼趕得上變化呢？
有時想想一切煩惱我承擔好了
你們只需要配合就好
但師伯說的對
明年我出國後
大家都不敢承擔了
我豈不是誤了大家的慧命嗎?
Hmm...
大家要一起加油，好不好？
如果有困難，一定要說出來，一定可以解決的
不要一個人默默承受，一聲不吭，我會擔心的

好不好？

刺激又好玩的营队前一晚

LOL!!!
心脏不好一点，真的会承受不了
变化球来了一次又一次
感恩学长姐的鼎力相助
要不然肯定会被变化球搞得晕头转向

大家幸福美满咯
明天的营队一起加油吧

p/s:本老人家有临时被推荐当小队辅，又要在大家面前露出“很久没运动”的体力了。哈哈哈哈...

小小幸福

今早考的试卷不算太难，自己表现也不太差
今天的第一堂CSU有就会温习测量血压
今天收到一个久违了的朋友的一封简讯，她要结婚了
今天中午和同学们一起准备下个月义卖的食物，大家一起切切煮煮，感觉还不赖，而且也吃到了好吃的意大利面和potato salad
今天的第二堂CSU只有我们8个人一起上，所以每样procedure都可以试试看
今天是星期五，好好哦，明天就是周末了
今天虽然考完试后还不能休息，但终于把暂时搁在一旁的一日营事项一一解决，真好啊

小小幸福
虽然小小的，
但还好我还慢容易满足的 :)

我还在

消失了很久...
其实...
我还在...

只是。。。
比较忙。。。
也有点盲。。。

要多点更新了...
好希望...

舞獅

At IMU...
Finally some festive feel...
The closest one I get this New Year...

Not so fun CNY

CNY is boring...
Very sad to admit it...
But the one this year is boring...
No surprises or whatsoever...

Plain plain boring...
It seems to be so the older we get...

For me,
CNY is just like any ordinary day off...
Only differences are the ang pows and reunion dinner...
Even the reunion dinner this year was too simple...

Miss those good old day...
where CNY was more eventful and memorable...

sick sick sick

Ya...
A few days before Chinese New Year
which make it even worse...

No sweet treats
No unlimited gas drinks and box drinks...
No spicy spicy food...

This is gonna suck
so please let me be better as soon as possible...

责任重大

下个学期
应该会是这么多学期以来最艰难的一个吧
科目多、复杂、乱、不简单
总之应该不易搞定

下个学期
还是Course Rep
而且那天开会还...多嘴
建议我们应该进入独中多多宣传我们的中医course...
结果
就这样被逼参与了

最重要的
正式当IMU的慈青联络人^^
hmm...
一定要做的比上一次更好
千万不能辜负大家的期望啊！！！

加油吧！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

I will pay more attention to my health

So that I can celebrate Chinese New Year happily and freely...

Thus
Eat healthier
Sleep earlier
Lead a more normal life

Starting from tomorrow...

Today is not a great day so I look forward for tomorrow...

Screwed up a little here and there...
Due to misunderstanding and some overdue stress...
Made some bad judgement and some bad decision...
Some old mistake came back to haunt me down...
Made myself look like a complete and naive newbie idiot...

Tomorrow
I hope
Will be a better day
A more productive day...

Go go go go go

I am good at hiding stuff

If I want to...
I hid many many dark secrets here and there for years...\
Without anyone noticing...

My latest accomplishment...
My Semester 4 results...
Which arrived on Monday (as I expected and which I successfully managed to hijack without any interference)...

Well...
My results is actually OKish...
Way better than I expected (for most of them...)
Not as great as last semester (which is going to be impossible to top but still OKish)...
Never expect that the I did quite well on the only subject that I thought I will flap horribly(Damn those SAQ which I really thought I scored 8/30)...

Anyway...
Will try to keep it as a secret as long as I think is suitable...
And no one will ever guess where I hid the result slip...
Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

come and go

Last week,my beloved old dogie 阿财 passed away...
Few days back,my aunt found three little puppies for us...
One was not looking very well...
And was found dead few hours ago...

This is life...
Everything comes and goes...

Just hope that remaining dogs can stay healthy...
And those that had gone...
Rest in peace...

It is hard to say goodbye

In my opinion...
The best Sci-Fi show ever...
Too bad rating had not been kind to them...


I think I will need to prepare more tissues while watching the series finale...
Will miss my all time favourite mad scientist...

Thanks for 5 crazily insane fun sometimes confusing season...
Will miss you much, Fringe

"I don't want to say goodbye. So I'll say I love you"

Machine gun mouth

When I am driving...
I just can't stop cursing...
>.<
Non stop...
Everyone was a lousy road user except me...

Really need to 停止造口业...

...

只能说末法时代，妖魔鬼怪特别多

但没关系，对的事，做就对了
既然不能影响他们，也要守好自己的心，不要被他们玷污了

寂寞

我們都寂寞，所以才需要有人陪
但
曲終人散後
我們還是寂寞的...

脱离束缚

终于
逃离考试的束缚
for at least 1 month before the next semester...

终于
可以换上制服
做慈青
参与岁末祝福


妙音要加紧练习咯^^

The real killer

After all these while,the real killer paper is revealed to be




























Systemic Pathology...

Hope my course work mark will help me secure at least a B...
~finger cross~

Just gonna try my best

The paper later will be my personal killer paper...
Many things to memorize...
Under par notes by...
Not so efficient...
And of course my reluctant-less effort...
It will be very very important in our future,I know that
As many of the herbal formulae used will be very common...
 So I am gonna try my very best
To at least squeeze an A- for this paper...
I will try to overcome it...
So wish me luck ^^

I need a 1TB hard disk

The real thing
To store my downloaded drama series...
And for my brain
So that I can remember more and store more info...

平时就爱吃

考试更爱吃
结果搞到自己常常要上厕所
耽误了读书的时间

也许考试期间
胃火特别旺吧

写着写着
又饿了
是时候吃宵夜了...

Don't be overconfident

Today paper was OKish...
Actually I did better than I would had expected...
But this is not the excuse to be overconfident...
Especially for the Acupuncture paper tomorrow and the day after tomorrow...
Although I did pretty well in both my Acupuncture paper last semester...
Must not be overconfident...
Because this two papers I need to score to get a better CGPA...
Please...
Focus...

夢想 2

有時候
夢想
就是別人眼中的傻事
而我們還是樂在其中

First post of 2013

外面开始狂放烟花爆竹
“感谢”它们
提醒我们2013到了
Although it was done in a polluted way （声音污染、空气污染）

2013年
就在啃书中开始了
因为就算今天是新年
1月2日的考试
是不会延期的

祝福自己
考试顺利
过后
就能好好享受1个月的假期了^^