迷茫?懈怠?

为什么不像当初那么发心了呢?
为什么觉得去不去好像也没什么差别呢？
为什么找不回当初的那一份法喜呢？
为什么总觉得融合不进呢？

有种离得越来越远的感觉

I need to care less about things not really related to me

Like seriously
I need to stop listening to some rumor about the people I know and care.
It had nothing to do with me and any consequences is not my problem

I need to stop worrying about how others live their life and stop get drag into the eye of the hurricane...

Me efficient

I can be efficient
Very efficient

The only problem is
My cooling off period is way too long

I need to slack off for a long time before becoming efficient again...

有自信是好事，对吧？

星期日的运动会
规划3个游戏
其中两个自己没看过，没玩过
一个是从学妹那里听来的，游戏规则是她通过微信教会我的
另外一个是从wikipedia学来的

然后就打算这样上场了

有自信是好事，对吧？

Praying hard that it will not explode in front of my face...

Hmmm...

I had never been particularly close to anyone. I like to keep some distance I don't know why.
It is a blessing sometimes because I won't get hurt easily
But sometimes it sucks because sometimes you just need the closeness 

I hope

I hope one day I can proudly tell my friends from all over the world how beautiful Malaysia is.
With the diverse culture,race,religion,food and all the beautiful people living there.
I hope the day will come soon...Not far in the future...

6 months

6 “astonishing-thrilling-exhilarating-confusing-happening-weird-happy-sad-miserable-fun-fulfilling-zen-exciting-everything is so new-everything is so boring-so much more to learn-entertaining-blissful” months had GONE
Another 6 more months to go
May the craziness goes on!!!