Saturday, April 16, 2011

Lonely

I thought I can be a lone ranger
I thought I can be alone
I thought I can survive on my own

Then I realize

Loneliness caught me
and eat me up
left me in despair

Then I realize
Sorrows came in front of me
and surround me in a small small place
I can't escape

I know everyone had their own life
I know it too well
So I don't want to disturb it

I am always willing to fill in the gap of others life
but sometimes I need my emptiness been filled in too

Not asking much
but a kind invitation or a nice chat
is all I need

Friends,
I may not be as strong as you thought
I will be cold and scared sometimes
I may look like I don't really care
but I still need you to share my happiness and sorrows

So
would you lend me your ears and hands
when I needed them most???

I hope you will
because I know I will

^____^

3 comments:

Lee Hwa said...

Ya,I have the same thought too before.

It's quite hard to find one who will listen.

But Im quite happy to say I found 3 here.

1st, a good friend who I can talk almost eveything with her.haha.but ever since she got a partner,I seldom find her- ya, it's not nice to bother people,right?hehe.We're still friends.good friends.and i still can share everything with her when she's alone.

next, a good friend too, but I think I did something im not proud of when im in the 1st yr.ya, evil me.im very very much regret.luckily she's not the kind of people who holds grudges.now, we kinda have good relationship. she's one of the friends i appreciate most here.

the 3rd one, i think we click because we kinda have same thinking.not all, but in some things.we can talk for hours.i can also share things with her.most important, she stays the nearest to my room.so, it's easy to find her when i need to talk.haha.

glad that i know them.
although not all problems can be shared, i still feel happy to have them around.

wow, long comment.haha

anyway, if you have anything to share but just cant find anyone at your place, you can talk to me.
i online almost everyday.haha.

suetchiu said...

i'm dying of loneliness here. sometimes i just wish we all can stay together~

Silent Chaos said...

LOL..
Suet Chiu will lonely de meh???