部落格与面子书（Facebook）

在电台听到了一个有趣的话题：部落格与面子书，你选择哪一个？？？

部落格我是在2008年7月13日正式开启的，应该也算挺迟了吧？面子书更迟，我是在今年4月左右才开始玩的。

如果你问我，比较喜欢哪一个？我应该会选择面子书吧。不是说我喜新厌旧啦，只是面子书比较多app可以玩，也比较可以和旧朋友或新朋友打理关系吧。部落格呢，就比较私人些，我相信知道我有部落格的朋友也只有那区区几位吧！在FB里，我已经有差不多600多位朋友了（我觉得还是很少的吧。。。），而且绝大多数我都是认识的，也通过FB我也认识了蛮多新朋友的。部落格嘛，别人给我的comments还挺少的，所以有时会有点“显”掉的感觉吧？？？

但也不是说部落格不好啦，在这也有许许多多我对生活啊，朋友啊，周遭啊，电影啊，歌曲啊的看法哦。毕竟想要在FB上表达这些还挺难得，因为有些这么说也是很私人的，越少认识我的人知道越好。而且我觉得本身在部落格中更能表达自己的想法吧。在FB的话，表达事情时多多少少都是会有些顾虑的。

总结来说呢，部落格和面子书都各有各好啦！双方可以用来表达事情的方式也不一样，所以也不能这样拿来做比较啦。什么时候该用部落格，什么时候该用FB，我想是依需求和心情而定吧！！！

我两个都很爱啦，嘻嘻嘻。。。

Going back home!!!

Going back to my beloved hometown tomorrow!!!

Yahoo!!!Finally after spending around 3 months in KL doing my FYP,I can go back now…Pretty excited as I will be spending the next 3 weeks in my new home,having my own room and spending some quality times with my family…Furthermore,I wont be worrying about what to eat for my meals and save lots of money!!!

The only things I will miss at KL are my friends(but we still can communicate through MSN),Tzu Chi (looking forward to meeting those who went back to Taiwan) and also the Mamak here(the Mamak here is the best!!!)…

Will start to pack my stuff later and clean my room tomorrow morning…Then will be heading to KLCC for Sherlock Holmes before taking the train…A nice Sunday ahead…

一个人的平安夜

朋友出去拍拖，我这个单身的只好待在家里自己过平安夜。

感觉也不错啦，看了最新的Pokemon电影，吃了一片巧克力蛋糕，一杯雪糕，一罐Pepsi（糖尿病应该离我越来越近了。。。==lll )

现在一边听着Frank Sinatra的圣诞歌，一边在FB东看看，西望望。。。

12点应该会走到外面看烟花吧！KL的圣诞气氛也许不会很浓厚，但逢年过节放的烟花还是很吸引人的。可惜相机借给了到新加坡旅行的老妹，要不然真希望能拍些烟花照。。。

明天会跟朋友出去庆祝吧。挺期待第一次在KL过圣诞节的感觉。。。

不一样的冬至

昨天的冬至过的跟以往不一样。从小到大，冬至对我来说就是一家人一起搓汤圆，吃汤圆，但今年由于要做FYP所以无法回乡庆祝咯。还好朋友提议做BBQ，弥补了我一些些的遗憾。

来的人不多，只有大概15位但还是很热闹的。大家烤烤肉，烤烤鱼丸、香肠，再吃些豆奶汤圆，聊聊天，感觉很不赖嘛！我本身是第一次亲身参与BBQ，所以对凡事都抱有极大的好奇心。对于生火、烤肉这些事情我都学到了不少，下次就可以自己做了吧！！！嘻嘻嘻。。。

一开始我们还觉得食物挺少的，所以就在多买一些食材，但我们真的太低估它们的力量了。大家在吃了2-3个烤鸡翼后就已经开始有点胀了，再加上喝了一杯又一杯的凉粉，在吃下炒饭，豆奶汤圆。。。到最后大家都吃撑了，但食物还剩的不少。没办法咯，只好每个人打包一些回家。

事后收拾也蛮好玩的，虽然我做的并不多，但至少也出了些力，帮忙刷刷地、洗洗碗。过后大家就坐在客厅了聊聊八卦，联络下感情，也顺便发发FYP的牢骚。12点，大家才各自回家。

我呢？还有第二轮呢。。。这次是和慈青伙伴们一起来个冬至小团聚。感恩晓云学姐的传统汤圆哦，真的让我想起在家中每年都会做的汤圆。照样也是聊聊近况，但这次没那么八卦啦。。。也得知明年的岁末祝福会在1月23日（终于有机会参加咯！！！），当然也不忘祝福24日回台的祖淞咯。

虽然今年的冬至不能回家和家人一起度过，但有这么多朋友陪伴，心里还是很温暖的。感恩大家咯！！！

An average day

Woke up quite early today because I thought that we are going to have a meeting with Kar Loon,Bluey and Dr. Alan in Semenyih.But it was cancel because Dr. Alan is on leave and there goes my morning sleep.

I end up watching some drama and do a little cleaning.Then later meet up with Fui Ling to give her the BBQ money for tomorrow.There will be around 15 people coming for the gathering and hope it will be fun.This is my 1st BBQ in KL and I pretty much looking forward to it.Maybe I will blog about it tomorrow with some photos…

Had dinner with Ken at KFC because he insist it.As a caring and good friend,I say YES…Furthermore it had been some times since I last went to KFC… While eating in KFC,I suddenly come upon a strange question.Do we consume chicken too much???I remember that there are chickens in almost all my meals for the past few months…Wonder why???I love vegetables too but it seems that all the vegetables I get here are just plain cabbage and occasionally some celery…And once again I wonder why???

Anyway I know when I am going home this time I will stuff myself with lot of vege to compensate my loss…BTW,6 more days before heading back TM…Horray!!!

要回家咯

车票买了，27日晚上出发，28日早上到家，久违的家啊！！！

不知道家里怎样了？老爸老妈老弟都应该健健康康的吧，至少从电话中声音是挺健康的。还有老财不知道还是不是像以往那样癫癫的…

好期待哦，回到家，久违的家，全新的家！！！

Shopping

Frankly,I don’t really like shopping.If you want me to accompany you,well it is fine.But don’t expect me to be very supportive.I may walk around with me and give you some simple comment on the clothes you choose,but honestly it is just not my thing.I will prefer to hang out at the book stores or CD stores.

So,I won’t do a lot of shopping.But every year there is one time that I need to shop for new clothes and I just don’t like it.The time,well before Chinese New Year so that i will have some new clothes to wear during the festival.

Went to shop with my sis at Mid Valley today.The place is more crowded than usual due to the Year End Sales and school holiday.Don’t really had the feeling to squeeze around the crowd and get myself some better attires.But my sis is so demanding so as usual I decide to just do it.

When to a few shops and saw some nice shirts but there are either too expensive or too old for me according to my sis.It was really a pain in the ass choosing for the right one. Finally saw a Polo Tee at Jeep which I like and although it was quite expensive (RM99) but after a generous 70% discount it become very affordable.That is the first one and two more to go…

To search for the second one is far more difficult than the 1st thanks to my stubbornness that forbid my from buying black or white color shirts for the New Year.Eventually I found a T-shirt at Forest which had the color I like and the price I can afford.Then I saw the dream shirt there too.It was a Manchester United Polo Tee…I bought it despite the protest from my sis and it really burns my wallet of.It was RM99 without any discount but I didn’t even flinch…I consider it as my best buy of the day..Muahahahahahahaha!!!

At the end of the day,I spent RM170 and yes it was a personal record for me (and I know this might just be a small case for most of you)…

End of FYP (Experiment part)

Yesterday we finally end the Stage 2 and Stage 3 of our FYP.This means that we had done the experiment part and now we need to focus on analyzing our data and complete the thesis.

Since this is the last day we will be working at Semenyih, we decided to treat the abang who help us a lot during our experiment.We had bought a packet of Nugget and Hot Dog as a token of appreciation.

The final stage of the experiment involve collect samples for the fatty acid analysis.We had to collect 10ml of moina from each enrichment as well as 10ml of fish fed with different enriched moina.The moina that we collected is sufficient for two 10ml tubes.But unfortunately,we had to use up all our kitten fishes to collect three tubes.We had to drain out the water from each trays and scoop our beloved kitten fishes into the collection tubes.Then we freeze them in a box packed with ice so that we can transport them back to the Uni without damaging their fatty acid content.At Uni, we will then kept them into a –20 Celsius freezer.

A sad way to end their life and I really feel kinda sad.We had owned them for the past 2 weeks,fed and see them everyday.Now we had to killed them off for the sake of Science.Cruel but what else can we do?The sample in each tubes must be at least 10ml otherwise the fatty acid analysis cannot done.Goodbye,my kitten fishes…May u all go peacefully and become something more “not prone”to experiment at ur next life.It is really good and a pleasure to meet u all.Hope that the moina we fed u before we collect all of you will cheer you up…

Anyway we will go to Sememyih again on next Monday to summarize everything and also bring back our equipment to the Uni.

Here are some photos we took at the last day of FYP’s experimental stage:

  

Our fish trays…

A closer view on our kitten fishes…

Inserting the moina into the collection tube…

Rinsing the enriched moina before feeding them to our kitten fishes…

Another look at our kitten fishes…

Enriched moina ready for rinsing and to be fed…

If our kitten fishes are to be kept and fed for a few more years,they will grow as big as their mom…

Part of our equipment which help us a lot during the experiment…

Kettle to boil water and blender to emulsify the oil used for enrichment…

There is only a thin line

There is only a thin line between responsible and irresponsible…

There is only a thin line between good and bad…

There is only a thin line between me being mad and me being calm…

There is only a thin line between my normal side and my crazy side…

There is only a thin line between patience and impatience…

 

So please please dont get on my nerve constantly because when I snap everyone will get hurt and I really dont want it to happen…

I can always be a Mr.Good Guy but if I felt unhappy and stress for too long,you will see the ugly side of me that u wont want to see at all…

So please be considerable…I personally prefer peace rather than a war and I will prefer to be a friend rather than an enemy…

FYP update

Good news!!!

Dr. Alan had agreed!!!Now we may can end our FYP next week and go back home!!!As long as our fish length show significant difference in the ANOVA!!!If everything goes smoothly,I can be home before 31st December,maybe will take the 26th or 27th train back…So guys if u are all still in TM,gathering is on!!!

Plus, all our kitten fishes had grown a lot since we last saw them.It is just a pleasure to see them grow so healthy and big.Its length is much more longer compared to the 1st time and the mortality rate significantly drop after we change the water everyday.Even my kitten fishes was much longer compared to the 1st batch (although they are still the shortest among all,but I love u all anyway!!!).

Hope everything will keep on going smoothly for the next few days!!!Yahoo!!!

Pre-FYP update

Or I shall call it “What I expect from my FYP later today”…

1st,kinda miss my kitten fishes…Havent seen them since Friday and it had been a long long 3 days.Really hope that they are still in shape,keep growing,stay healthy and ALIVE!!!

2nd,meeting Dr. Alan later to discuss some matters regarding FYP.We are going to propose to shorten the period of Stage 3 from 27 days to 21 days.The main reason is the condition of Gary’s car is kinda poor and we really dont want to torture the little loyal Kancil anymore.Moreover shorter period means that we can go back home town earlier.We had been in here since early October and I miss my home so so much…So please please grant our wishes and allow us to shorten it!!!

3rd,we are submitting the draft for our 1st stage.All those calculation stuff about the moina we cultured:the fecundity,the life span etc…Hope that the data we collected and analyzed are under expectation and within the so call normal range.Then at least we accomplished 1/3 of our FYP successfully…

 

Hope that everything will go smoothly tomorrow!!!

Arceus and the Jewel of Life

One of the movie I had been waiting for the whole year,the annual Pokemon movie…Yipee!!!

This is the 12th Pokemon movie and looking at the thriller,I think this will be one of my favourite…

1st,I will introduce the main character in this movie The Alpha Pokemon-Arcues :

 Arceus

Currently the strongest Pokemon available.Also known as the God of all Pokemon…

 

Here are some of the posters of the movie:

 

(all the posters are available at the official website…)

 

The synopsis of the story:

Erm…Arceus is betrayed by a human being a thousand years ago and he is back for revenge.Ash and co will try to stop him with the help of the dragon trio.Unfortunately, Arceus was too strong for the trios.Preparing to finish of the world with the move “Judgment”,it seems to be the end of the world until…

There will be a big twist in this story and I personally think it is quite an interesting plot…Wanna know more???Get the DVD!!!

There will be tons of epic battles in this movie including the battle between the dragon trio with Arceus which will be super duper fascinating!!!

I think the DVD will be available at the end of December,maybe around Christmas…So all Pokemon fans like me should be get ready to “capture” it!!!

RATING:9.5/10 (I wont be giving 10/10 yet because the best is yet to come…)

Another new experience

It seems to be ages ago since the last time we had car’s problem(although in reality it had just been 8 months ago).That time it was just a small problem and we can fix it if we had a suitable spanner. But this time the problem is much more bigger and it is way beyond our level…The shaft broken!!!

At first no one realize anything until we are going to reach 1U,the brake started to act weirdly.We went down to check but none of know what the problem is.Anyhow we decide to head back to Setapak.The sound of cracking was getting louder and we checked the car again for the second time.This time we finally know what is wrong.One of the tyre nearly plunged out and the conclusion is the shaft had finally worn up after all those trips to Semenyih.With the shaft broken,it will be too risky to drive home so we called for the toll truck…

The toll truck arrived and luckily it was not the ordinary dragging type.It was actually a “high-tech” one and in no time,the car is safely loaded and tied on the truck,heading back to Setapak.The service will be cover in the insurance so we no need to pay anything.But to fix the shaft and return the car to a drivable state,that will need quite a lot of money…Well,the car had been use to take us to Semenyih for our FYP,so I think I had the duty to share the bills for fixing the car.

The new experience here is well, the toll truck.Seen many before but this will be the 1st using the service.Kinda interesting actually but not something that you will want to do it again and again.Feel a little lucky cause it happen today.Imagine what will happen if this happen on our way to Semenyih tomorrow. High speed driving plus the super lame road in Semenyih,it think the tyre will just separate itself from the car!!!

So,be grateful I guess…Hope the bill will be affordable…Hahahahaha….

A fun date

Yesterday went for a double dating session.But dont misunderstood,I am not one of those love birds…I am merely a lamp post…Quite interesting anyway…Hahahaha…

We went for dinner at a nice steak house at Balakong.It was a great place with nice food and a good environment. Recommended for those love birds who want to go for an affordable but high class dinner.The price there is certainly cheaper than those at Chillis and I think they taste better,too.But a small warning here,you maybe wont want to be here after 9.30pm.There will be some singing performance here beginning from that time and it will be a little distracting if u dont like uncle’s singing…I maybe will enjoy it if he is singing those Oldies but if he is trying to sing some songs which is definitely not in his range,that will spoilt the whole environment.Alas,we had quite an enjoyable time there and the Lemongrass Spring Chicken I order suits me quite well.

Then,it is movie time.We 1st planned to watch it at Cheras Selatan Jusco but unfortunately the ticket had been sold off. Thus, we went to Leisure Mall at Cheras to watch “Princess and the Frog”.A nice movie actually and maybe one of the best movie I seen this year.The movie end at around 1.15 and it is time for us to head back home.

My felling: Erm,I felt kinda bright and hot.Probably this is what a lamp post will feel when there are two strong energy source beside u.However,still a fun date guys.Thanks for letting me tag along and I hope the next time we did this,it will be a triple date rather than a double date+a lamp post…

Kitten-Fish Small Update

Due to some overfeed problem,the tanks today are fill with clumps of pellet. Using a pipette, I suck out all the dirt until my fingers ache…And also due to the clumping,many of our kitten-fish get stuck and some of them unfortunately, are dead…So sad but luckily we manage to clean them up to a satisfying level and mortality hopefully can be avoided…

Most of them are eating moina and starting from tomorrow, we may need to provide them a little more moina.When they eat well, really hope that they will grow healthy and bigger…And after around 21 more days,we can successfully complete our FYP and head back to our home town.

SO KITTEN-FISH,GAMPATEH!!!

My Kitten-fishes

Kitten-fish is the baby of catfish…Obvious,right???

Today is Day 4 and all of them are doing well.They are growing longer constantly day by day.They are active and spend more time swimming around rather than “sleeping”at the bottom of the trays.Most important is that they are starting to consume the moina we gave them.For the previous few days,most of them will prefer to eat pellet as the moina are too big for them.But since yesterday the moina we gave them had mostly been consumed.It is a good news cos it means that they are really growing.Now my only wish is that everything will gone smoothly beyond this point.All I need is for them to grow steadily and can be sampled for the fatty acid analysis.

3rd time will be the charm.Hope that I can finish my FYP before the end of the year.Pray for me,guys…

And to all my kitten-fishes,stay strong and healthy…

PIKOM PC Fair

Sis need an external hard disk.Need a new mouse and pen drive myself so I tag along with her.Then dad call and told us he also need an external hard disk.Thus,we went there.

A lot of people there and I feel suffocated in the crowded hall.I think I am starting to had mild claustrophobia. The crowd just make me feel so nervous and heaty???

Anyway complete our buying mission within 1 hour.I bought a cute little blue mouse and a 4GB pen drive plus a 320GB hard disk for my dad. My sis herself bought a same model hard disk and also a pen drive.

 

 

My cute little new blue mouse!!!

有点“背”的一天

何谓“背”呢？“背”就是黑，或俗称的倒霉咯！

FYP又要重做，今天又把鱼儿们倒回他们原来的家。原因：他们既然不领情，不吃我们喂他们的moina。。。唉，真是的！这么有营养，有高素质的食物，你们何必把它拒于千里之外呢？结果，今天又要在捉最新一批的鱼了。。。希望这次他们会乖乖的长大，不要再来个集体大死亡啦。要不然，我真的不用回TM了。。。

然后从Semenyih回家时又给我来个大迷路，我们应该绕了半个吉隆坡才到家。本来整个路程只会花费40分钟的。但在我们迷路和大塞车的“协助”下，我们花了1个小时半才回到。来点阿Q精神来辩解呢，就是至少我们多学会了几条新路段吧！

回到家，我以为既然已经“背”到贴地了，应该不会在“背”下去了吧！结果，我是错的！！！彻底的错了！！！回家后发现internet’s connection又有问题，webpage一直开不到！！！Facebook上不到，Yahoo上不到，Hotmail也上不到！！！真的是。。。最后我决定睡觉来度过我的下午。。。

现在想一想，其实也没什么啦。有谁不会有这么一天呢？有谁会每天都顺顺利利呢？有谁一生都没遇到障碍呢？既来之，则安之吧！问题来了，逃避也不能解决啊；以其一直埋怨，不如冷静下来想办法克服问题。就像今天这样，埋怨再多我还是需要重做FYP，还是会迷路，internet connection也会一直烂下去啊。所以我决定找更多journal以发现问题的根源，做个阿Q，学一些新路段，睡觉。这些何尝不是解决困难的方法之一呢？

人应该向前看啦，过去就让它过去吧，只要心存正念，愿意从失败中学习，明天一定会更好的，不是吗？？？

早晨的双峰塔

 

 

 

 

 

 

早晨的双峰塔，在朝阳的照耀下，在晨雾的包围下，有种说不出的美感。

Redo Redo Redo

I need to redo the 2nd and 3rd stage of my FYP.Too many of our fishes died and the amount now is insufficient for fatty acid analysis. Thus, my plan to be back to TM at the mid December must be delay,hopefully I can be back before 2010…

Felt a little sad and disappointed actually. All my little fishy will be fed to other fishes (Hope they will go peacefully and I will remember them always…~sob~). We wasted our 20 days for nothing and everything will start from square 1 again. Luckily this time we are going to use only 200 fish larvae per tank so we only need around 2400 of them…

Hopefully everything will go well this time…No more sudden mass death,no more shortage of moina,no more blaming,no more disappointment and no more major troubles.If everything runs smoothly, at least I can be home before New Year and had at least 3 weeks holiday in my new house…Yippe…So this time I need to be more careful,more sensitive,more hardworking and I really need tons of luck!!!

So everyone plz pray for me so that I can complete my FYP smoothly!!!

第十一届书香国际中文书展

我和老妹去了，komuter还是那么的烂、那么的慢。到书展的路程还是那么慢、那么“显”、那么痛苦。

还好，书展规模还挺不错多，书也很多，但可惜口袋有点空，所以还是有点不尽兴啦…

最后买了4本书，两本自己的，两本老爸的，总共花了RM170++。

 

      书展的手册，介绍的挺不错的…

《图解世界宗教》，应该会是很有趣的…

 

《巴比伦计划》，号称是德国版《达芬奇密码》，不知道会好看吗？？？

 

邢渲《望穿前世今生》，老爸想要的书，自己当然也要读读看咯．．．

 

也是邢渲《望穿前世今生－情结百年月》

 

耶，接下来的几个礼拜不会这么闷了！！！

The lift at Danau Kota Flat

Probably the worst lift ever.

First,it is super slow.Around 2 minutes to reach 17th floor IF it doesn’t stop anywhere in between,which is very rare.

It stinks.Maybe because they just love to throw different types of rubbish in it,some even enjoy smoking in the lift.And how can I miss those who urine in the lift.

It is small but what surprise me is that they can still fit a motorcycle in it!!!Ya,dont be so shocked…Some of the residents here will take their beloved motorcycle in the lift to park them in front of their house.Cool,isn’t?

Furthermore,it is shaky.Shaky means it will shake vigorously sometimes when there are more than 7 people in a lift at a time.It starts to make the horrible cracking noise and I am always worry that one day it will just fall straight down to the ground floor (~touch wood~).

Oh,another major problem is that they are always out of order.Can u imagine this scenario where I am already late for class and there are no lift coming up to the 17th floor BECAUSE 2 out of the 3 lift is so called “out of order”.But I am luckily because most of the time I just need to go down to the ground floor by stairs and not come up to the 17th floor by foot.

And finally, the children here had a special hobby. They just LOVE playing with the lift. They will either keep pressing the emergency button or press all the buttons in the lift(and the lift will move from the ground floor to the 19th,stopping at each floor)…

So guys,how can I not “love” the lift here? 

A Peaceful Day

A peaceful day in KL today. Less car,less people,less noise…Especially in the morning, the road is empty and I am basically strolling in the used to be busy road. The air is also fresher than usual except for the foul smell of the drainage system.

Everything went smoothly in Semenyih today and we reached Setapak before 11. Then I kept myself in my room, surfing around and listening to Norah Jones’ new album. Had a nap from 2 to 7 without any surrounding noise.The whole block seems to be deserted and it just feels so good.

The night is kinda peaceful as well.While dealing with my FYP data, I watch a few episodes of Monk.No one is at home and I had the Internet for my own,so nice!!!

Will go to bed soon cause going to Semenyih early tomorrow. Hope it will also be a good and relaxing day tomorrow…

 

无题

也没什么啦，只是不想ｐｏｓｔ停留在13这个不祥数目罢了。

是啦是啦，我是有点小迷信啦！

为了不让这个post看起来是为了写而写，我就多写点咯！erm，对了明天搬家咯！不是我搬啦，是我在hometown的家人。终于可以搬家，太感动了！！！下一次假期回家就有新家住咯，而且我将拥有属于自己的房间了！！！太感动了！！！%>_<%！！！

就到此为止吧…要睡觉咯，今天的安眠曲就用Norah Jones的歌还是Chet Baker的冷爵士呢？？？

我最近听的歌

最近在playlist里都是一些比较老的歌，走的是怀旧路线。真的觉得hor，那些80-90年代的歌曲都很好听，不管是词或曲都比时下的流行曲来得好。而且大家都是真真有实力的哦，不想现在都涌现出一大堆偶像歌手，只有样貌，没有实力（像飞X海，棒X堂，郭X瑶）

以下就是自己最近很哈的歌曲：

1. 古皓-遍体鳞伤
2. 张镐哲-北风，好男人
3. 杨庆煌-长长的路，雪中情，你会在家吗，用我的真心温热你的心
4. 赵咏华-明白
5. Paul Simon-50 ways to leave your lover
6. 万芳-试着了解，我记得你眼里的依恋
7. 黄安-新鸳鸯蝴蝶梦
8. 潘越云-桂花香
9. 周治平-青梅竹马
10. Don Henley-Boys of Summer,Sometimes Love Just aint’ Enough

 

推荐给大家听听看哦！！！

Fish oh Fish

My little fish babies are still the smallest among all.There are still many of them which are below or just around 10mm while others are slightly longer only.Squid oil oh squid oil, are u really so unsuitable for my fishy???

And they started to die in a high rate too.Yesterday, I think there are around 100++ die from each tray and it makes me so so sad.

What is the problem???Insufficient food???Dirty water???Sabotage???Or this is what it should be???

Fish ah fish,please stop dying and grow bigger lah…This Friday, we will give all of u something special so please ok…Let my FYP goes on smoothly so I can be back at mid December ya…

Love u guys o,fishy…

Happy Day

Yesterday(22/11/09) was a happy day for me.

Woke up at 6am and feel super refreshed.I slept at 10pm at the nite before cos I had a really tiring day.So, waking at 6am was not as torturing as usual, even the sound of honking at the early of the morning doesnt really bother me.

At 11.40, I was already in my way to KLCC to meet with my sis. We are going to watch a movie and had a lunch together. We both arrived at about the same time and we decided to buy the movie ticket before lunch. The queue was so long, most probably because it was a Sunday where everyone are really free. Luckily, we still managed to secure a 3.45pm ticket for the movie 2012.

We had lunch at Sakae Sushi as usual. We ordered the usual stuff we eat when we are there and had some new delicates to try on. We were there for around 2.5 hours and when we pay the bill then we realized how much had we eaten. We spent RM103 for the lunch and that my friend is a little too much even for us.But whatever, we really had a nice time chatting and hanging out together.

Next, we went for a quick walk at Kinokuniya cos the movie havent began. We start browsing at some really interesting books there but didnt make the purchase. We decided to wait for the book fair next week.

Then it was the time for the movie.An overally good movie,maybe because I dont expect too much.The plot is kinda good (although there are still some holes in the plot),the visual effect is superb and the acting is kinda acceptable...And surprisingly thoughtful movie too...Erm...Wat will I do if the end of the world is coming???

I reached Setapak at around 7.30 and thought that this will be the end. Suddenly when I was blogging at the Rahman TzuChing blog, Ken msned me and ask me whether I am on for another movie.Well, why not? The next thing u know, I am out of the house again and going for my 2nd movie of the day with Ken,Gary,Catrina and Daniel.

We went to see Planet 51 and ya it is really a movie that is not suitable for us.I think the target audience for this movie are kids(under 12) and morons like us (who u know went to the cinema at 10++ pm and expect it to be a good movie).The whole theater was empty and at 1st there are only 5 of us in it. Later, we were joined by another 7 people and with the total of 12 ppl, this is the emptiest theater I had ever been in.Hahahahahahahaha…

But overally, a nice, sweet and happy day for me.Hope more of them will come in the future.

(p/s:Another good thing is that I personally think that I wrote quite a nice post at Rahman TzuChing blog yesterday.Anyone interested can have a look too.)

你赢完啦

你最厉害啦。。。

你讲的都是对的啦。。。

你的话才是人话。。。

你最伟大啦。。。

你最劲啦。。。

你的道理才是对的啦。。。

你最公平的啦。。。

你最“真”啦。。。

你赢完啦。。。

要不要办个“最假主角奖”给你！！！

Another hectic day in Semenyih

We did a lot at the fish farm today…Prepare enrichment and feed our lovely fish larvae as usual. Then we need to change the water and measure the length of our fish larvae. Also we need to do the water monitoring all by ourselves, thank you very much Mr. Master Student.

The water changing part is quite complicated as this is the 1st time we are handling so many trays at the same time. The fish larvae kept “falling down” from their trays, so we had to think of a way to prevent them from falling to the big fish tank beneath our tray and get eaten by the talipia… Plus, we had no help or advice, thanks to another person. Luckily we are smart enough to think of a way to stop the fish larvae from falling away and control the water flow…

Since there are so many jobs to be done, we must stay in Semenyih for a little longer. Although we start our job early, we only managed to finish it at around 2pm. But due to the super heavy rain, we are trapped there for another 30 minutes. Finally, we get fed up of waiting and decide to face the heavy rain bravely and drive home.

Heavy rain plus the lame draining system cause the road out to the highway flood terribly. Gary’s Kancil struggle the whole journey and we were like taking a rally race in the rain forest.And after facing many many unseen holes and avoiding many hidden water patches, we reached Setapak safely at around 3pm, not to mention tat we are all wet,cold,tired and hungry.

(p/s:to all my fish larvae, please grow faster ya cos we are a lot behind the others…Love ya…)

最近比较烦

最近比较烦哦，还是应该说最近常常会被一些莫名其妙的小事烦…就像是我的小鱼们长的太小、FaceBook的网页load的比较慢、download的戏速度慢慢的、玩FIFA10时龙门被破（但最后还是赢啦！！！）、晚餐不好吃、睡不好等等等。。。

有时真的很沮丧啊，为什么会被这种不重要的事情搞到整天闷闷的。难道这是忧郁症的前兆！！！不是吧！！！⊙﹏⊙b汗

或许是因为最近的生活太燥闷了些吧；不是做做FYP，就是在家里做宅男，要不然就是睡得迟，醒得迟，废到。。。

还好还好，这个周末准备好好让自己释放释放。星期六会到Selayang送爱，跟很久不见的小朋友们相处相处。然后星期日约了老妹逛逛街，吃些好料的，然后看2012咯（别人应该早就看了吧。。。T.T)!!!所以很期待哦。。。

是时候找回那个开朗的我咯！！！

My Sunday 我的星期日

12.00am到1.30am: Looking for journal about moina enrichment and catfish larvae growth.I found out that no one really carry this sort of experiment before.Most of them are using Arthemia instead of moina so dunno whether to believe the facts or not…It is really depressing really, especially when the fish larvae fed with un-enriched moina is 2 times bigger than those fed with SELCO…Dont play play plz…I dont want to repeat the whole experiment again…

1.30am到2.30am: yam char lor…It had been a while since we last yam char cos we are kinda broke…

3.00am到7.30am : “Bones” Marathon, from Season 1 to Season 4.Now I know why everyone jerked the Season 4 finale…Honestly man,amnesia!!!After we were shown all the good things and presuming a good happy ending, at the final moment we were told that Booth had amnesia and was dreaming about everything…一场空！！！

8.30am到9.30am: Journey to Semenyih…太惨了！！！When everyone are still sleeping soundly at a Sunday morning, Gary and I are forced to continue our observation in Semenyih…The journey there is as boring and tiring as usual…Can hardly open my eyes…Luckily I had my Nescafe…

9.30am到12.00pm: Working in Semenyih…Doing the same thing over and over again…Catch moina, feed them to the fish larvae, prepare the enrichment oil, observe the condition of the fish larvae, recording everything down and still trying to understand what the workers is trying to say to us…鸡同鸭讲。。。

1.00pm: Reached Setapak after finishing Stage 1 at Uni…Tired and hungry…Ate a few pieces of biscuits and thinking of having a nap, but there will be a meeting regarding Selayang activity at 2…我忍，我忍，我忍忍忍！！！

2.00pm到4.20pm: Meeting on what are we going to teach the small kids at Selayang this week. The theme for this week is 别浪费，要惜福. Will be taking over the 静思语教学for the younger children this time, planning to play a drama so need to write down a simple script…Missing the children there since the last we went there was like ages ago…Looking forward for this Saturday…

4.45pm: I am officially awake for 24 hours AGAIN…

5.10pm到7.45pm: I cant stand it anymore…I am just so so so so tired and I cant barely open my eyes… Late evening nap to recharge my energy…If Ken havent call me for dinner, I think I sleep till tomorrow morning…

8.00pm到11.45pm: Went to PJ for dinner with the geng cos Gary wanna go to Digital Mall…Had dinner at Friendz at Millennium Square…The food is quite ok and the price is also quite reasonable…

12.00am: Worrying about the coming week…So many things to be done…FYP,Selayang and movie time with sis…Hope the next week will be going smoothly…加油咯！！！

活着

“生命中其實是沒有幸福或者不幸的，生命只是活著，靜靜地活著，有一絲孤零零的意味...”

                                                                                                            摘自余华《活着》

最近很喜欢这句话，可能这是我对生活的感慨吧！有时想想，何必那么辛苦的追求完美，追求所谓的“财富”呢？到头来还是一场空啊，能带走的只是因果、业障。与其如此，不如把生命花在做些有意义的事情上；多孝顺父母，多帮助别人，多关心周围的人，多爱护环境。这样平平谈谈，平平凡凡的日子其实是最能让人满足的，不是吗？？？

难得的休息天

从星期一起已经连续3天到Semenyih养鱼去了。不管精神上或者身体上都极度的疲劳；想想看，每天来回就得花1个半钟头，在那又要很费力气的煮油，观察只有5mm长的小鱼。。。真的是筋疲力尽啊！！！

还好今天轮到我休息了，终于可以好好睡一觉，不必担心会塞车，不必害怕会搞砸实验，人也轻松多了。今天整天窝在家里做宅男；看看书，看看戏，听听歌，睡睡午觉，喝喝咖啡，真是乐事啊！！！

Fish Fish Fish

Enter the 2nd stage of my FYP today.Today will probably be the most suffering,torturing,mad day of the FYP that I will keep in mind for the rest of my life…

I mainly will deal with catfish for the FYP and at 1st I thought it will be a piece of cake until I see them today.I cant believe it, the catfish larvae is  so so so small…And we must pick up 12,000 of them(3 replicate per sample)!!!

12,000…12K…12X1000…Do u know how much is it…We spent 6 hours pipetting the fish larvae from the big fish tray to 12 smaller fish trays…All of us will be suffering from back pain,ass pain,finger pain,leg pain,or basically pain from the whole body.We started the work at a hot afternoon and end it at a rainy night.This is just ridiculous and insane…

I think I will had a nightmare tonight cos till now I am still seeing fish larvae around me…

寂寞好了－蔡旻佑

这首歌乍听之下还以为是张智成的歌，因为声音上的表现真的很相似，但转音部分却有点逊色。上网查看后才发现原来是蔡旻佑的新歌，寂寞好了。这也算是半首的本地创作，作曲的是马来西亚的彭学斌。

整首歌很不错，很朗朗上口，应该也会耐听吧。歌词也写得不错，本人最爱那句“多假，多假”（第一次听的时候还一直在想到底在唱什么呢？？？）

以下就是歌词：

蔡旻佑 - 寂寞 好了

作词：张天成  作曲：彭学斌

拼命的上网 闷坏的胸口让我
想大声的呐喊
我努力不放 你冷淡 你让分手就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤

一年过了 还是一天? 计算着慌张
计程车上的音响 我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏

夜深了我怎麽办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了 寂寞好了

坚强外表下 我脆弱 情人节开始失常
别人庆祝我却很失落
秋天过了 冬天漫长 欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

夜深了我怎麽办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了 寂寞好了

寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放

夜深了我怎麽办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
没有你 心放空了 寂寞好了

停电之夜

又停电咯，也不知道这是今年的第几次了。TNB的服务素质真的是让人不敢恭维啊，都不知道我们每个月还的电费有个屁用。令人无语的是在晚上9点就开始没电的，时间不上不下，正好是我们最活跃，最精神的时段。

停电了，上网也不能，听歌也不能，打game也不能，看书也不能，唯一可做的就是睡觉了。但偏偏整个房间像个暖炉般，闷热得很！！！再加上下午又睡了2个小时，根本不可能入眠嘛。。。

结果就跑下楼找Ken喝茶咯！这时又下起大雨了，但还好我们有车，嘻嘻嘻。但下雨天再加上停电（很多交通灯都失常），KL的交通情况一团糟，每辆车都没跟着交通规则，乱闯乱撞的，大塞车是避免不了的。原本只需要5-10分钟的路程，我们既然花了1个小时才到达目的地。。。

算了吧！！这就是停电之夜咯。很闷很无聊，还好现在都恢复原状了，要不然。。。

刚好刚好

最近好多“刚好”，譬如：我一______________,就___________…

有时真的好假好假，但我想在这么多“刚好”中，也有几项是真的吧！！！我应该不会“刚好”这么倒霉吧！！！

即然“刚好”这个游戏这么好玩，这么有趣；看来我偶尔也可以玩玩咯，反正每个人都这么爱“刚好刚好”的，我插上一脚又怎样呢？？？

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Challenges and Obstruction

We meet them everyday,every hour,every minutes and every seconds.

We have to learn to deal with it for a lifetime.

We learn to adapt them because we can never escape from them.

We learn to love them because they are a big part of our life.

We learn to cope with them so that we can be a better person.

No pain no gain.

Every pain that we endure will give us a better reward in the future.

So fear no more to them.

I decided to dedicate my whole life to deal with them and love them.

Because challenges and obstruction is what my our life so ALIVE!!!

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An Unpleasant Dining Experience

Today we three “monkey-guys” went to Pavilion to fetch Catrina from work and to help Ken shop for a present.After shopping we went to a so call “famous” place to have our dinner.

The place is called “Another Village”(translate it in Chinese) which is located near Sg Wang.At the first glance, it looks like a great place to dine because there are so many people eating there.We found a seat and there is where the nightmare start.First, a waitress with a sour face “throw” us the menu.Then before we could decide what to eat,she had stood in front of us waiting to take our order.Well,fine I can still tolerate with it.When we wanted some food which is unavailable but is still written in the menu,she rudely told us off.Ok,fine I will still be a compromise costumer.After we finish ordering,she grabbed (or should I say snatch)our menu and gave it to the customers at the next table.And that really starting to piss me off…

I hate smoking and smokers very very much and I wonder why there are still smokers in an air cond room.Isn’t there a rule that say smoking is not allowed in an air cond room?So we complaint this matter to the manager and his answer is “We cant do anything because they are the costumers”and we were like what the …Aren’t we ur costumers as well???

Next,the waiter who sent us our food acted like an idiot(or maybe he is really one).When we asked what is the food served,he just shacked his head and smile…Hello,if u dont even know what are u doing,why we need u…And he just sort of repeating all the same steps everytime he brought us our food…

And we pay around RM60 for this kind of service(although the food taste quite well,it still doesnt worth it)and went home with a stomach full of unpleasant felling…I think this will be the last time we will go there.No point going a place which mistreat u as a costumer no matter how good the food taste,am I right???

No hard feeling

Experiment result is not good enough…The reproductive rate is good but the survival rate is too low,so as expected our supervisor gave us a piece of his mind.A little disappointed at first but later I still consider myself lucky because I heard that the others had received more harsh words and warning from their supervisor.No hard feeling really,there are plenty of time left so we will redo the experiment.Just hope that this time everything will go on smoothly…

Come to think of,I still kinda lack of communication skills,especially when dealing with an authority figure.Still got a lot to learn from Gary I guess…Hahahaha…Maybe next time I must try to think from their point of view and maybe do a little more “shoes-cleaning”,maybe this way I will be able to tackle their questions better.

No worries,we are only now in Stage 1 and there will be pretty much time for me to learn.I expect there will be more problems,but in a learning progress who doesnt encounter that before.All I can do is work harder and smarter so that I will score a good grade for my FYP.

午后，慵懒慵懒的

午后，下着雨，心情也跟着懒懒的。在房间内什么也不想做，只想静静地赖在椅子上享受着那片刻的平静。

下雨的午后，配上一杯浓浓的咖啡最棒了。当咖啡香毫无约束的钻进鼻中，当浓浓的咖啡放肆地刺激我的味

蕾，我醉了。人生要是能常常这样，多好啊；没烦恼，没忧愁，纵使再平淡也无妨。就像今天喝的咖啡，不

甜，但就是最舒服的味道了。

这咖啡味道不错哦

 

再配上我爱吃的Love Letter 饼干，还有刚从家乡拿回来的Sesame Oat Calcium饼，真

的觉得人间很美好！！！

今天

今天也是个好天（到目前为止），但也是个让人有些无聊，有些“显”，有些烦。。。

无聊：今天和Gary花了45分钟车程到Semenyih拿粪水，然后又花了45分钟回到大学，更令人觉得汗的是我们只花了5分钟就拿好了粪水，其余的时间就花在无聊的车程中…

“显”:我的sample是四个人当中反差最大的。生最多，死最多，不育最多都是我的sample。。。真的很无语啊，所以Moina们明天请像别人的sample般正正常常的吧.还有还有，玩FIFA10的时候，电脑即然两次overheat，自己关机，我正玩的紧张的说。。。结果，只好重新玩过咯。。。

烦：到底要不要回台啊？明年就毕业了，不趁现在会就不知道什么时候有机会了；但FYP还有无数的未知因素，老爸老妈哪又不知该如何开口。。。总之一句话，好为难哦…

Weekly Update

Last week had been a week with a mixture of different emotions…

First,my result is out and it sucks…A “D” in Hematology and a GPA of 2.4 makes this the worst result i ever get in my whole life…Sad and disappointed,completely hopeless results…As usual, I start to regret the whole idea of entering UTAR,taking Biomedical Science and blah blah blah…Well the least I can do is work harder for next sem and not let my parents down again…

Then,I start the English program suggested by Ling Shu.It is like a soft skill course which teach us communication,presentation,talking,expressing skills.Quite interesting class but my aim is the RM1000 allowance that I will be getting after the 2 months classes…

Finally,start my FYP…Now we are working at the 1st stage which is the rather easy stage.All we have to do is change the media(nutrition culture) for the Moina everyday in the Uni lab…Not much work yet for now and we dont need to travel to Semenyih everyday which is a good news.

The fish farm is Semenyih

The tank which contain our Moina and also fishes…

Another fish tank…

Our own mini lab in the fish farm…

We will spend most of our time here for the next few months…

Our Moina and fish faces…

A closer look on the Moina(the small red dots)…

Just Trying…

Just trying to use the new program to write my blog…

Window Live Writer…Not bad,I must say…

And put a few photos I took form Kampar when I went there last month…

买安宁

我虽然不是很有钱，但十几元我还是可以付的...
我一向不会在钱的问题上斤斤计较...
如果每个月多花几十元会让我接下来的生活更安宁...
我会花的...

FYP update

Met up with Dr Alan today to discuss about the FYP...
Confirm need to go to Semenyih,somewhere near Kajang...
Dealing around with the RA system and baby fishes...
Then maybe need to go Kampar to consult Dr Gideon...
Hope it will be a fun and memorable FYP...

Again

AGAIN...

It seems like my fault the whole time...
Why doesnt the person think that there is maybe something wrong with the person's PC???
I am super duper fed up with all of these???
Why can I play UNO online???
I dont think that will jam our connection???
I never complain if the person brought someone to stay for a few days...
Using our water supply and electrical supply and Internet service...
And the person brought even act like the person also rent the house...
The person took my slippers down from the rake and replace it with the person's own slippers...
DAMN lah...
I really dont wanna complain a lot but....

SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Outing with 2 friends

TT called me a couple days ago.He will be KL and ask whether if we can meet.He had been in England for some times and it had been a while since I meet him.So,we decide to meet him in Mid Valley.Say Chin joined us.
We went for a movie then have dinner.We talk and chat and exchange stories.But most of the time we are listening to TT stories about his life in England.It seems quite fun and of course I am very envy.Hope to had the chance to study in oversea one day.
It is quite fun to meet up with some old friends once in a while,get some updates about the others.Miss our secondary school life.Hope to meet up with them again soon...

Finally...

Finally...
After weeks of torturing waiting and insanely action of checking email every hour...
I get my FYP title...
Yeah...
Although I havent really know what my title is but I get the one I am interested in...
So...
Here I come Kampar...

无题

最近部落格很空，也许因为自己太忙了吧。从营队回来，要策划KKB送爱之旅的事项，也要和Kelvin伙伴策划感恩晚会。然后又有2份Assignment要赶，接下来还有两张paper要应付...

还好现在比较闲空些，所以来这儿小小update一番...

改变世界的力量（Part 2）

第二天，5点就起床咯...虽然还是双眼朦朦，四肢无力，但还是很有毅力的起床盥洗。还好这次安排了早操时刻，人果然要动一动才会有精神...经过《年轻的心》（营队主题曲），《慈济功夫》和我最爱的《阿爸牵水牛》的乐声中，我总算真真从睡梦中清醒来，也流了一身大汗，舒服极了...

过后，我们在静思草场留下了永恒的回忆，要把140++人排进一张照片还真是件不容易的事情啊。真的是辛苦了三合一组的学长学姐们，让我们能把这次营队的回忆收藏起来。

分组环节我原本是想到资深干部那上课的，但最后还是选择到新进干部那上课；一来可以陪伴我的组员，二来也可以增长我的慈济基本的认识，三来我的伙伴大多在资深干部那上课，想知道上什么们他们就好了啊...虽然我上的三个环节是为新进干部而设的，但我也同样学了好多好多...《慈悲的脚印》中学姐说的：“每日一善念，培养慈悲心”这句话让我感受很深。师公上人就是因为“一念善心”而创造了慈济，帮助了世界上许许多多需要帮助的人。师公上人的悲心，大家都能感受到，所以全世界各地都有了慈济；最令我惊叹的是南非那3000位黑菩萨，虽然他们大多听不懂师公上人的话，但都深切地感受到师公上人的爱、关怀、慈悲心，被感动了儿加入了慈济大爱的行列，帮助更多需要帮助的同胞。《人生选择题》也是堂有趣的课程，尤其是对我这个毫无时间管理观念的我。毕竟要把时间花在学业，志业，家业，娱乐和自己身上，不好好分配时间只会自寻烦恼。所以，我一定要学会减少浪费时间，把时间运用在重要和应该做的事情上。虽然“时间易得易失，已过去就不回头”的道理人人都晓得，但要如何做出好的选择，把时间运用得好确实需要智慧的哦...而且最重要的是要做到身忙，心不盲。看来我真的应该做个个人时间表了...嘻嘻...再来《青年维新》这堂课，影带我已经看过几次了，所以没有其他伙伴这么震撼啦，但还是要时时警惕自己：要做一个永恒的人品典范（有志青年），被人相信、肯定、爱...

然后就到了我个人认为最最有趣的分站游戏了。游戏的目标是为一位患有白血病的病人找到RM20万，一张飞机票，捐骨髓者的同意书。大家都真的从游戏中学习了很多；如何应付社会上形形色色的人物，承诺的重要性，行孝、行善不能等的道理，如何辨别出好人与坏人，如何与人沟通等等...但最让我动容+感动+震撼的应该是父子相逢的那一幕吧。哇，师伯的演技实在是太棒咯。他和剧中孩子相拥，留下眼泪的那场戏，真的令我们整组感动到，自己都差点哭了起来哦！！！那场面实在是太经典了，我想所有第7组和第12组的伙伴都深表同意吧...看到这一幕，我们都觉得十分满足，十分有成就感，因为我们做了一件好事啊，父子团聚哦，不简单哦...所以除了感动，还是感动...我们太伟大了（在自我骄傲中。。。）

再来还有很多很多有趣、好玩、让我学习很多的活动啦，但在这就不一一说明了（太长了，写到有点手酸了...)
结束前，想在这向大家宣布我在这次营队发的三大愿吧：

1. 吃素一个月！！！
2. 一定会来参加9月的营队！！！
3. 毕业后一定会当陪伴学长，继续为拉曼慈青服务，让大爱的清流继续流入校园，源源不绝！！！

亲爱的拉曼慈青干部们...

第7组的学员们和敬爱的姵蓉师姑，我们自称“钓鱼组”（当然不包括师姑啦） 哈哈哈...

为我们辛苦了1个多月的学长姐，师姑伯们。真的很感恩大家哦...

改变世界的力量(Part 1）

7月3日至5日到马六甲参加慈青干训营，这已经是本人第二次参加了，而且这次也有幸当小队辅。这是一个难得的机会，所以出发前还挺忐忑不安的，有点害怕，可是又有点兴奋，毕竟这是一项很棒的挑战，很好的学习机会啊！！！

这一次我们Setapak 拉曼一共有14位干部参加，所以整个场面也挺壮观的。哈哈...也很欣慰啦，因为不需要就只有我们几位“老”慈青撑场面了。这也代表我们拉曼慈青后续有人，能把这份清流传承下去了...所以在这想给所有干部们一个爱的鼓励（12 123 1234 12....)


由于一些伙伴还需要上课，所以我们分了好几批下去；下午3点有一大群下马六甲，下午5点有一位，然后晚上8点再有一批...下午5点，终于回到马六甲静思堂了，好久好久没来咯，所以很怀念这里的一草一木，每栋建筑物，每寸土地,每一位伙伴们；因为我在这里留下了太多太多美好回忆了...放好行李后在师姑叔伯的带领下在静思堂巡礼；虽然我对这已经相当熟悉了，但听到师姑师伯的讲解还是会小小感动一下...

药石后，终于见到了我的大队辅，陈姵蓉师姑，和师姑聊了一下就是开营时间咯。这时候，我才正式见到我的学员们（4位马六甲MMU伙伴，一位双溪龙UTAR伙伴，还有两位Sunway伙伴）。
第一堂课就让我印象深刻了，那就是学姐带来的《改变世界的力量》。说真的，要改变世界前，就要先改变自己的心；要守好自己的一念心，才真真具备了改善世界的力量。师公上人常常对我们说“来不及了，来不及了”，所以我们要加快脚步，不要只光喊口号，而是要赋予行动，才能赶在一切都来不及之前，拯救我们的世界，拯救每个人的心。不但如此，我们也要当个发光的慈济人，而不是个沾光的慈济人；更不要穿上制服和脱下制服就换两种人格。要做到大家能真真尊重你，就一定要诚正信实...要大家能毫无保留的信任你，就必须要说到做到，遵守承诺...要让周围的同学加入我们大爱的清流就要一直表现出我们的用心，细心，专心...

慈青活动update

环保展顺顺利利，圆圆满满的完成了。感恩各位伙伴们的用心，helper们的帮忙，学长姐的协助，师姑伯们的配合，UKMB，UPM 和 UM 慈青伙伴们资料上支持。少了一方，我们28°C环保展也不会如此圆满了。

明天就要去干训营了。第一次做小队辅（嘻嘻，终于在毕业前能做一次小队辅），很期待也很怕受伤害...哈哈...希望一切也会顺顺利利...

My 1st post in Uni...

My 1st post in Uni...
Nothing much...Just too boring,alone in Uni now...Sleepy too...
Later 2 more labs,boring boring boring...
Cos we wont have the chance to touch the equipment for one...
And we have to draw stupid pictures for the another...

The meeting later will start at 7pm...
Means that I have some 'rushing' to do...
I wonder if I can make it on time,especially in my condition...

Damn...So many things to do and yet so little time...Hate it...

WILL I SLEEP LATER???

Didnt sleep the whole night...
And I will be going to UNI and be a good good student...
Maybe I (or should I say I certainly) will sleep during the lecture...
Or during the meeting tonight...
But anyhow I finished my report...
So I deserved it...
So YES I WILL SLEEP LATER...

I will be sleepy the whole day tomorrow??

Sometimes I just hate myself...It is already 4.14 am and I am still stuck with my gas chromatography report which I should have finish it before 12am...

And tomorrow will continue to be a busy day.Let' s see, the class will start at 8am followed by 2 labs and another lecture at the end of the day. Then, I will be doing promotion for the recycling exhibition at the cafeteria tomorrow. Thus, it means that there will be NO TIME FOR ME TO HAVE A NAP,which translate to I WILL SURE FELL ASLEEP IN CLASS TOMORROW...The day will not stop after I finish my class.There will be a meeting in Kelana Jaya from 7.30pm to 10.00pm tomorrow night regarding the Tzu Ching camp.This means I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO HAVE A LATE EVENING NAP EITHER which loosely translate as I WILL MOST PROBABLY FELL ASLEEP IN THE MEETING...

SHIT,SHIT,SHIT...I should have finish this crap report earlier...Now I am very very regeret but well regeret won't do me any good, so I will just have to continue this crap report and pray that I can finish it in time...I HATE REPORTS........

Down Down 的时候

情绪有点down时真的很想家，很想家人，很想我的小宝贝们。如果在家大家都会很快发现我的异状；到时老妈老爸就会开始碎碎念，叫我别想太多，老妹老弟就会开始发疯似的做些傻事，惹我生气，让我忘了忧伤。虽然他们有时真的很烦，但我知道他们毕竟是关心我的。要不然，心情down时，就会躲进房间内，抱抱我的小宝贝们，向他们倾诉，必要时就会哭一哭，哭过后，睡一睡就没事了。

到外地读书后，更常down down的，但又不想表现出来，家人打电话时也不会表露出来，何必让他们担心呢？我学会了伪装，故作坚强，不让自己的悲伤显露出来，最多也是在MSN，部落格，FB 上小小抒发一下。

昨天又突然down down的，自己发泄了一下（狂打game，大声唱歌）都没什么效果。Down了一整个下午真的很难受啊！！！

好想家哦...

FEStival

Went to FEStival today.Nothing much to see and nothing much to buy.Everyone is selling the same variety of food.YoYo Ice,Bubble tea,hot dog,pizzas etc...The stage performance is well, better than last year I guess.The singer from PJ is not good (he is like asking Lee Hom fans to kill him) but the dance performance is quite good.Anyway, we just us the FEStival as a reason to skip half of our Patho class.Nothing special but wat to do???We need to have some event each year and there goes FEStival.It will be better if there are more variety of food and performance lah...

Irritated again

Irritated again...
Argh...
I hate getting irritated but I am constantly being irritated...
By myself,by my laptop,by my friends,by my family,by my life...
How can I not being irritated???
Argh...
Hate it

Another Ambush

Today the venom lady launched another ambush...
This time we were attacked by questions from Topic 3...
Luckily most of us had heard about the ambush and study...
So most likely we will survive...
But who know what the venom lady is thinking in her poisonous photocopy brain...
Maybe she will gave us another ZERO...

忙忙忙

忙忙忙...
会一直忙到7月...
环保展，干训营，Report,Assignment,朋友，家庭...
接踵而来，我只好一一接受咯...
现在最需要的是很好的时间管理，好好打拼，用心打拼...
希望一切都会顺顺利利...

感性声音重现

感性声音重现=我又生病了。还真是会选时间，在这种高风险，人心惶惶的时刻，伤风感冒咳嗽真的真的随时会被人拉去痛打一顿...

还好还好，在这危险的时机里，我选择了长时间自我隔离（但我没有那种病...)，不要把病情扩散在这时候来说是件重要的事情...所以除了用餐时间之外，我都尽量少出门啦，保护自己，也保护别人咯...

而且，感恩荣来师姑，祖淞伙伴送来的爱心凉茶还有大家的慰问。我会尽量早些睡，多点休息，多点喝水，多点吃水果，希望能快些好起来吧...

我知道-BY2

这首歌出乎意料的好听哦，第一次听，真的猜不出是BY2的新歌...不论演绎技巧或感情运用方面都做得很不错，比起第一张专辑的歌曲好多了。

《我知道》词曲方面也很不错，很K但会带给人种伤感，尤其是曾经遇过感情挫折的人们。推荐这首歌...

歌词如下：

by2 - 我知道

作词:于萱 作曲:于萱


从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过骄纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实 这份爱没停过


从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过娇纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实 这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦 在脑海里头
我多希望你 还在我左右

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
答应你 我会好好过
不让 这些眼泪白流

The Dead Crow-A SAMAD SAID

I think u guys should know this poem,right???We read it before in our Form 1 English Literature.

《The Dead Crow》

He saw a dead crow
in a drain
near the Post Office,
He saw an old man
gasping for air
And a baby barely able to breathe
In a crowded morning clinic
This land is so rich
Why should we suffer like this?

I want clean air
For my grandchildren
I want the damned fools
To leave the forest alone,
I want the trees to grow,
The rivers run free
And the earth covered with grass.
Let the politicians plan how
we may live with dignity
Now and always

A very meaningful poem and it pretty much tell us what is happening in this so called modern age.Where people no longer care about the trees,the animals,the surroundings,the eco-system balance.All they have in their eyes are money money and money.They create a disaster which will be left over to the next generation,they are beginning to create a monster that will wipe all the human population one day and THEY STILL DONT REALIZE IT...

发发牢骚2

天气越来越炎热，但奇怪的是周围的树木越砍越多...天气一热起来，健康问题就会多了起来，情绪问题也会一一蹦出来。

最近自己也挺惨的；生病，发烧，感冒，头痛，失眠，失去专注力，种种问题接踵而来。昨天吃面有烫伤了自己的舌头，难怪人家说：“人一倒霉起来，什么事情都会发生...”都是天气惹的祸啦，一整天热热热热热热热热热热...拜托啦，下一场雨有这么难吗！！！吹多些凉风有问题吗？？?

再加上，呼吸也变得艰难起来了。唉，看来是时候去拜访医生了！！！唉，不知道又要花多少钱了，为了自己的荷包着想，我看还是多等几天吧。反正这问题已经不是一两天的事情了。想着自己这个难熬的呼吸管问题，让我不禁想起了中学时期读过的那一篇新诗，《The Dead Crow》...真的，我们的生活远远比上一代富足，许多许多病痛都能医治了，许多许多问题都能解决了，但为何我们却却连呼吸一口新鲜空气都必须如此挣扎呢？？？

What is she trying to prove???

Honestly,what is she trying to prove when she gave the whole course "zero"for our quiz 1.And she is still able to talk about all those democracy crap after giving everyone "zero"...

~Is she trying to prove that she is capable of messing up with our
marks???
~She is the "LECTURER" which cannot be challenged in anyway???
~We are merely her toys or should I say puppets???
~She will do what she warned us before???
~She is NOT A PHOTOCOPY MACHINE???

Please all of these make me feel like being back to the secondary school.It kinda of remind me of what my FORM 4 CHEMISTRY TEACHER did to all the CHINESE students in my class.She gave us all 99 marks because she accused us of CHEATING...People said thunder dont strike the same spot twice,but it happen to me AGAIN...

Whatever lah...If she think this will make her superior or more respectable than all our lecturers,ask her to dream on lah...DR PHOTOCOPY MACHINE...

(p/s:or who know,maybe she is just to lazy to mark our quiz,so she came out with this excuse...)

TE6 Gathering(Photos)

Photos from the TE^ gathering in KLCC last Friday...